Control Book 2

Gone

Oh child, reaching for ya
Reaching for ya
Oh, but you will never know this love
Will never know this pain
Never know the way I feel for you
You will never know this touch
Will never know this shame
Will never know the way I want you toYou will never know my love
You will never feel the way I do
You will never know my love
You will never feel the way I do

Authors POV

The Cullen's household has been for quite some time since Stacy blacked out. Carlise managed to keep her stable but she hasn't woken up for about a week and a half and it was making the family worried. The women put her in her room and decided to change her clothes and straighten everything up for when she wakes up.

Stacy's POV

My eyes shot open and I sat up in a flash. My breathing was erratic and i looked around frantically. 'Where am I?' Memories started to come back and soon the feeling of dread,and sadness came as well. I looked at my clock that was on my nightstand. Ok its 4:30 in the afternoon and the date is.......wtf I've been out of it for a week and a half. I got out of the bed and zoomed to my door that was slightly open. I peaked my head out and heard voices coming from down stairs. Suddenly i heard footsteps making there way to my door and i began to panic. I turned around and saw that my window was open.  I zoomed out of it and jumped to the ground. Without looking back i ran into the forest to hunt. During my hunt, my physical appearance went back to normal just like when i came back last year for the fight. Unfortunately it didn't fix what was in my mind. Transporting to my room, i sniffed the air and found out that my family must have left to find me . They probably want to talk to me and tell me that everything is alright. I get that they care but I can't deal with this pain that keeps striking my heart every time i think of Benjamin. And now that i am completely and utterly alone, emotions began to finally pile up and all I really felt was...was anger. I screamed which created a clear wave coming out of me and hitting the dresser. Everything was knocked off of it and soon after i started throwing books, knocked down pictures, breaking glass. But something made me stop in my tracks and turn towards the window seal. There was a black velvet box and a small note was attached to it. It sat on my duffel bag that was just under the window. I slowly walked towards it and took the box and the note in my hand. I opened the note and it read

'Dear Stace, No matter how long it is before we meet again. When i pick you up in  my arms it will be worth all this pain. I am trying to forget the pain but i am failing miserably. Not because i hate you.But because i'll miss you terribly. I will miss you with every beat of my dead heart. Our life together even for a moment  was the only home I've ever really had and wanted. I love you Stace, please be strong for me and never lose yourself.

Yours forever, Benjamin'