THE MOLD

I'm not what you think I'am

Hi..
don't greet back..
just close the door
have a seat we'll be alright
I know why you're here
to tell you the story of my life
well I'm not going to heaven
for the thing's I've done
My name is sarah
if you want to know
this is my story so I'll take control..
17 years old and fucked with them all..
it started after school
everyone thought hooking up was cool..
he touched me then told me i dont have to be scared
everyone does it so let's stay friends
friend's with benefits ? i said
he laughed and kissed my forehead
tonight we're gonna party at my house
wear something hot
let me be your daddy Tonight
do you love me i said
of course i do he replied
you're mine i won't let you go..
7pm i dressed well
told Mom I'm sleeping at Sharon's house
just gossiping about girly stuff
i came to party
everybody's busy smashing bodies at every corner
i was scared
are those nerds having sex ?
lord i gotta go
I don't feel safe here
he came when he saw me leaving..
kissed me to the wall
i told him mom's looking for me
he pissed off so you're fooling me girl ?
i said no,no,no
I'm Catholic i can't party like this
tommorow I'll go to church
Another time
i ran away but he followed me
and asked me if he could take me on a ride home
i felt safe but i didnt know
he'll kidnap me
i wasn't sure that my house
is far
i knew 30minutes i Would be home
eating popcorn​
unfortunately woke up in a bed
attached to it
i was screaming
he came laughing i cried
i thought I'll die
he came next to me whisper in my ear
show your daddy how to be  cute and silent or there's a gun that will blow your mind
please sam let me go
i dont know what you want!
i want you stupid bitch
is that hard to ask for !
*taking off our clothes*
I can't lose it please
please let me go
you don't know
please don't touch me
he slapped me many times..
next day i couldn't remember anything
I've found pink lingerie
and some Rose's
a card board saying you was wild yesterday and so tight!
kisses sam
i screamed and grabbed a knife
I wanted to end it all
but when i looked at the tv
it was me on the bed
he recorded everything
but here's a secret
I loved everything he did since then
and I know he loved me too
I can't fucking live without him
maybe I'm a slut
I don't mind
I'm only feeling relegion when I'm with him
i was naive okay
but my body was the main reason why
i was white and curvy
like those models
my Black hair turned white
my green  eyes always cried
my lips are ruined by his teeth
I don't know if I'm pretty to me
but i hate it when you look around and see all of these copies
same makeup
same hair
them hoes don't care
twerking in clubs
doing drugs
crying to lord
to give them money
for more plastic surgeries
gotta plumb these lips
gotta a bigger chest
hair extensions
contour
face masks
oil
I know he's​ starting to change
he's not mine in the first place
I'm a side chick
because he's girlfriend ia not thick enough
nobody seems to care about me anymore
The story is
I was a naive girl
like red Riding Hood
while I'm going to school
he was the wolf hiding in the woods
he took not only my Virginity also my heart
tears and life
......