I want to disappear.
Not forever but sometime near.
I'll slip away, into ash
Blown away into the wind.
Forever lost in my own thoughts.
Death is not something I crave.
I just want to disappear until I'm okay.
I'll fall away, into my own oblivion
Lifted as life itself
Levitates my beaten body.
Forever waiting for a purpose.
Nothing appears to be right.
I fear I am losing this fight.
I'll fly away, with my new-found wings
Never wanting to come back to the hell
They call life.
Forever among the clouds.
I awoke on the clean slate I was given. This surely can't be living.
I'll stand in fear as I face myself
And all of my insecurities.
Forever alone.
