Ahora veo que nunca vamos a tener algo porque me odias pero no me dejaste amarte.
I don't know how to say I never wanted you to leave, I don't know how to say come back, I don't know how to explain a broken heart, I don't know any of this, but one thing I do know is that I love you, more then you'll ever know, and I know I don't act like it, I know I do things I shouldn't, I don't how to explain how the last few days were the worst few days of my life because you left and because my family basically out casted me, I don't know how to say I don't want my things back, I don't know how to say don't take your stuff back, I don't want you to leave, I never did, and I know we have our ups and downs, I know there's times where we don't talk as much as we'd like, I know there's not much to say, I know that, I know you have to hide and I'm sorry, I'm sorry we have to hide our love, I just, I really want you back, and I don't know what to do to get you back, I should've have kept you closer and I should've loved you more and now I'm paying the price for that, I don't think there'll ever be a moment in my life I won't love you, cause I really do love you, and I just don't love you for your body, but I love your personality, I love your witty comments, I love those awkward hugs you give me when you're on your tippy toes, I love you, and I know you thought too much about us, and what could've happened if anyone found out, I'm sorry, I should've helped you, but I didn't know what to do, I just I really want you back and I lost you, and you were the best thing that's ever happened to me, I want you back but now I know I can't because even if I did have you back I wouldn't let you hide like that, not from your parents, and I'm sorry, I should've told you I should've warned you, I shouldn't have fallen in love. Whatever happens after tomorrow, I just, I want you to be happy. I don't know if you'll get this, I really hope you do. me enamoré de un amor que no era mio.
