That was ten years ago when you left. I learned alot through the years. That it doesnt matter what you look like on the outside, its whats on the inside that counts. Today I have so many friends that make me laugh and smile and they have always been there for me. I have learned that no matter what true friends wont leave you when you are crying or want to die. True friends stay with you even if you push them away. I have learned that my greatest enemie is myself. And believe me I have fought myself alot. But its because I stopped focusing on the negative and started seeing the light that I win those fights. Because love can win anything and love is the most powerful drug there is. Yeah there are always days where I get down and the negative thoughts come around but its my friends and family that pull me through and back into the light. Even though you arent with me anymore, its ok. Because i realized that my mom needs me and i need her. I dont know what i would do without her and well this is what i learned. If u love someone let them go cause if you dont them they will never truly be free.
