Amnesia

"Don't worry, right when you see your heroes, all of that nervousness will go away. I wouldn't be surprised if you fainted."

"DON'T JINX IT." I screamed at her. I started to get even more nervous, and i was scared how I was going to react when I saw them. "Holy shit were here." I said, shaking my hands, feeling my heart do that thing whenever I saw them, but I didn't even see them, so I don't know why I felt like that.

"Come on! What if they come out and meet everyone! There's like barely anyone out there!" Priscilla said, trying to get me to unbuckle and get me out of the car.

"Just give me a minute okay." I started to freak out. I always had these moment when my 'freak-out-scale would go from a 1 to a 97; and i could never control myself. And that is what was happening in this moment.

"Remember, just take deep breaths, realize what moment you're in, and just breathe. Just be in the moment." I started to take really really deep, fast breaths. "Okay not that deep. just take my hand, I'll walk out with you. There's no reason to freak out okay?" I took off my seat belt, my whole body was shaking, I couldn't find any words to speak or any breath to even breath. Priscilla came to grab my shaking hand, and made me walk to the sidewalk. I was shaking so bad I could barely even control myself to walk properly. I felt a wet stream fall down my cheek, but I was in too much shock to wipe it, or even move my hand. He was there. The love of my life was standing there, Two feet in front of me. I looked at Priscilla, but i couldn't hear anything. My freak-out-scale had gone from 97 too infinity in a matter of seconds.

Then he started walking towards me.

Suddenly, I heard everything. Priscillas voice, the voice of the other girls, and i felt everything; Priscillas hand, my knees shaking, my hands shaking uncontrollably, and the tears streaming quickly down my cheek. Priscilla let go of my hand, I snapped my head to her in a panic, but then a soft hand grabbed my chin, making me face forward, into their eyes.

"Why are you crying, love?" 

I lost everything in this moment. All my feeling, all my hearing, it seemed like it was only me and him, just us, but for some reason I couldn't find my voice, I couldn't find anything.

"Why don't I take you into the bus, get you some water?"

I wasn't sure if I was in reality or just in a very vivid dream. He grabbed my hand, started walking me towards his bus. I still couldn't feel any part of me; i felt like I was slowly starting to black out, but I couldn't. I needed to see if what was happening was real, if all these dreams, all these visions, all these thoughts had actually come true, on this day that I have waited so long for.

We walked into the bus, the driver closed the doors. I stood there once he let go of my hand, it was almost like my life let go of me. 

"You can come back here sweetie." I heard his sweet voice, and his cute chuckle as he finished his sentence. "Here's you're water." He said, handing me a cup. I lifted my shaking hand, taking the cup and taking the smallest sip I had ever taken. "It looks like you could use a little more water honey." He laughed again, and I started to feel my tears again. I took a bigger sip, but I didn't want to finish it, I didn't want to finish this moment. "Did you want to have a seat? We don't need to go back out there quite yet." He said, offering me to the couch. I slowly sat down and he left me, sitting there all alone. He came back out with his guitar, suddenly all the feeling had left me again. "So tell me about yourself? Like what's your name and such?" He said, tuning his guitar.

"My uh- Haley. My name." I struggled to find words and my voice.

"You don't have to be nervous love, I'm just a person." He said, giving me his smile. He wasn't just a person to me though. He was everything to me.

"You're not just a person to me. You mean everything to me." I said, feeling my voice change as the tears shot out of my eyes. He just looked at me, with a straight face, not saying a word. "I'm sorry." I said, starting to cry more. of all the things I could of said, I said THAT.

"No no no no stop crying please, you're going to make me cry." He scooped me up into his arms. I only had dreamed of this moment happening, and there was no way i ever thought of it becoming a reality. He smelled so good, I wrapped my arms tight around his neck, Felling every part of him that touched me. I felt his hot breath go down my neck, then i felt a wet drop. He looked at me:

"See what you made me do?" He said, a tear falling down his cheek; "Girls as beautiful and sweet as you should not be crying over me, I'm not worth it." He said. I wiped his tear, as he did to mine.

"You're worth the world and beyond to me, Michael." I said, he wiped my tear away as well. We went back in for a hug. While all of this was happening, I was waiting for the moment that my eyes would shoot open, And I would be lying looking at a blank ceiling, laying in my bed and covered in soft blankets, but instead-

"Would you like to go to lunch with me Haley? The show doesn't start for another few hours."