This is Me -Trigger warning

Me

Hi. Im Jocie and I can't imagine living to the end of this year.

I have depression and am suicidal. I have been told to kill myself multiple times and have been cyberbullied.

I have cut before but Im currently 3 days clean. Thats not a big achivement though.

My brother constantly fights me both physically and mentally.

My dad constantly makes fun of how much of a screw up I am.

My friends make fun of people with depression.

Basically my life is a mess.