Our Love Is Pain||Mileven||

Chapter 1

Nobody's POV
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Morning time, it's the part of the day where you get a fresh start. Nope. For Mike he doesn't get a fresh start, he has tried but it doesn't work like that for him. After the events of Will going missing, and El blew up, that was hard for him to move on from. Well, that's because he never did, he cries all night hoping she will come back. Lucas had to break it to him that she was dead, of course that made him feel worse. Last night he had a bad dream, about her. He couldn't not sleep, he was slowly dieing of no sleep. He stopped eating. He stopped seeing his friends, he felt bad. He missed Halloween, he missed all the activities they always did.
Mike gets up, he was dizzy and hazy. He wobbles downstairs and sits down, his mom was just studying him.
"Are you on drugs?" She asks
Mike chokes on his orange juice, and stares at her in confusion.
"What!" He yells
"Are you on drugs!" She yells at him
"Do I look like I am......wait don't answer that." He says awkwardly.
"Well, answer me!" She yells.
He looks at her, well yes he was on drugs, drugs to make it easier
to die.
"No." He says sternly avoiding the answer.
"Michael Wheeler! Tell me now!" She yells at him loader.
"NO!" He screams.
"Why are you not telling me! I'm your mother." She tells him.
Mike was getting angry, he throws his plate to the ground, accidentally cutting his palm. He runs upstairs to his room and shuts his door, not understanding why he did what he did. He was crying while he was on the ground, curled up in a ball.
Nancy walks in with a bandage and peroxide.
"Mike are you ok?" She asked
He looks up and shakes his head. She walks over to him and hugs him. He digs his face into her neck. At least it wasn't like when he was short, he had to dig his head into her breasts, to get a comforting hug.
"Is this because you have a cut on your hand?" She asks
"No, no, I've gotten a cut before." He says nervously
"Are you nervous? Mike, remember the night we tried to communicate with Will, well, we vowed to never keep secrets, please tell me what's wrong." She was basically giving a speech.
"Eleven, she's gone, I miss her, its like nothing is right anymore." He says blankly trying not to cry again. Nancy hugs him again swaying his top half, hoping it will help him. Mike was clutching onto her, and cried harder than ever.
"Michael, can you ple-oh." His mother was surprised, Nancy was really helping him get it all out.
Nancy could barely breath, she was being hugged a bit too tight.
"Is Eleven Mikey's little crush?" Nancy whispers
"Get out." Mike whispers back
"What?" She asks
"Get Out!" He yells.
His mother was trying to calm him. He was backed up Into his dresser, the army knife was at the edge. He grabs it and opens it. Blood was on it. He slowly walks downstairs and runs outside, luckily he was I in a hoddie and sweatshirt. Mike put his hood up and let the tears stream down his face. The November air hitting his face, the boys ride by. Mike was clutching the army knife.
"Hey, Mike." Lucas says looking at the bloody knife.
Mike was then hit with the reality of what happened this month last year. He dropped the knife, the sound ringing in his ears.
Turning around, Mike pulls down his hood to reveal his dark circled eyes, and pale, thin skin. He lost a lot of weight in the last few months.
"Are you on drugs?" Dustin asks.
"Yes.........." Mike says slowly.
"What!" Dustin says
"Drugstore has depression pills, I think I overdosed once or twice." He says honestly
"Dude, you have depression?" He asks
"Y-yes......." Mike was shaking, he could feel the acid thoughts going through his brain.
"You know what depressed people do to themselves. Right." Will says
"Yes, I don't do that kind of stuff, trust me." Mike was lieing, he had to.
"So why does the knife have blood on it?" Will was asking to many questions.
Mike pulls off the bandage on his revealing a bloody deep cut, only Mike knew that it was from that plate. Only Mike did. Only Mike.
"Did you cut yourself of did someone cut you." He asks
"I cut myself, it was only for the purpose of knowing if there was another monster from the upside down." Mike lied again.
He was about to cry, the thought were getting worse. Mike was getting stuck in them.
"Ugh!" Mike yells, making Lucas angry because he took it the wrong way.
"Excuse me?" He says
"What!" Mike yells
"Are you annoyed! You left us months ago because of your 'depression', newsflash! If this is about Eleven that she dead! She as dead as can be so get that through your thick skull!"
"Maybe if you know how I feel deep down inside than you would of thought of better words! You make me want to DIE! Maybe I should. You really think I should than whatever!" Mike screams this whole little speech.
Mike grabs the knife and points it to his heart.
"Don't please don't." Will says
Nancy and His mother, come running to him. They grab his hands.
"You are so lucky mom didn't call the cops on you for going crazy with that knife!" Nancy says
Mike gets out of the grips and runs to Will's house, Joyce should be there. He ran through the woods and then got there.
"Oh, Hello Mike, um....." Joyce points to the knife.
"Can we talk?" He asks.
"Yes what do you want to talk about?" Joyce leads Mike over to the couch, with Hopper still on it watching television.
"They boys are getting mean, it makes me feel sad, and yes I missed Halloween and other stuff we used to do all together but they make me feel so bad about myself." I say
"Well, here are your pills, and I promise to talk to the boys. Bye sweety!" She says, Hopper asked why she was giving a depressed person pills. Then it hit her like a bullet.
Mike was walking home with a bottle of pills in my hand and a knife in the other and then he walked home shuffling his feet, Not wanting to go to school tomorrow.
No one knows how he feels, it gets worse everyday, the only thing keeping him going is the thought of Eleven.

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