I hate myself so much the one person I thought I couldn't push away I pushed away and I'm just so mad at myself and I hate my myself for it. Why am I so stupid ugh there is no point of trying anymore. I'm always going to be lonely. I miss my friend, I will never take my necklace off. I hate myself more and more everyday bc I push people away and make stupid mistakes. I'm just a stupid mistake like there is no point anymore. Why should I go to school so I can fail and be lonely. Fuck I hate myself.
