Blazed

Chapter Two

A slender arm went around my waist, small hands traveling slowly up and under my shirt to touch my chest. I groaned lowly letting the pleasure of her touch stir up my mini me. It'd been two weeks since I had been touched by a women and I hadn’t realized how much I needed. Just to feel like someone cared for me on an intimate level was just enough for me.  Even if she didn’t love me. What was love? Did I love Jessica? She does cause a lot of emotion to run through me when I’m around her. She’d told me countless times before but I’d never returned it, but I just told myself I was too scared to put my feelings out again. 

Jessica's manicured nails unbuttoned the buttons on my shirt. When she was done I'd turned around in her arms, my head tilted to side as I stared into her eyes. There was something I was looking for in her eyes but couldn’t find it. I shook it off as I leaned down to meet her soft pink lips, moving slowly and passionately to get the full affect. When I kissed her It always felt off like her lips didn’t belong on mine, but it was what I needed so I'd grown used to the feeling.

Another groan left me when her hands traveled down to my jeans, slightly adding pressure to my crotch. I hated when she'd tease me. I thought then pulled away from her lips, and then went to her neck.

"Babe what did I tell you about teasing me?" My lips traveled down to her neck as I spoke, biting and licking as I went. She moaned lowly turning me on even more than she knew she could.

"Louis, let's go upstairs." Her eyes fluttered close, making my lips turn up into a sly smirk. My hands roamed her body, starting at the sides of her breast, down to her waist, and then stopping at her round bottom. With one swift movement I had picked her up, she instinctively wrapped her legs around my waist. Our lips found each others as I walked up the stairs tugging her clothes off in the process. I carried her all the way up the stairs with her pulling gently at my hair, I walked into our room with a smile on my face as I slammed the door shut behind me.

"Louis I've missed you." Jessica breathes out slowly then curled her bare body against mine. She wrapped her arm around my torso and pulled herself impossibly closer to my side. Cuddling up was never something I did after having sex. Though I didn’t mind if Jessica cuddled up next me she was my girlfriend after all.

"Missed you too babe." I pecked her lips.

She smiled up at me, “If you missed me so much then why haven’t you asked me to marry you yet?"

There it was. That question that she so bluntly kept throwing my way constantly. I wasn’t ready for that type of commitment yet. Sure I had always been a one women type of guy, never once stepping  out on my girlfriend. Yet she still threw that question out after we had sex or mainly anything that dealt with being intimate. I’d already made it clear to everyone else that she was my girlfriend. So was she pressuring me?

I sighed, and then unwrapped her arms from around me while I sat up. Instantly she was scooting herself closer to me, and wrapping her arms around my back so that she was pressing her small breast up against me. At the moment I wasn’t turned on by her nude body being pressed up against mine.

“Jess- ” I started but was immediately cut off.

“Jessica. You know how much I hate having pet names.” She whinnied while releasing me and climbing off of the bed. Her bare body was now on full display which for a moment made me lose my train of thought. She bent over, picking up the t-shirt I was wearing earlier and throwing it over her slender frame. I hadn’t noticed she was speaking till she snapped her hands in front of my face.

“You know someday I want to be Mrs. Tomlinson.” She told me with a smile on her face. I pulled her between my legs and placed both of my hands on each side her waist.

“Now is not the right time.” She tried to pull away from me, but I tightened my grip and held her in place. Her green eyes gazed intensely into my blue eyes, daring me to slip up and say the wrong thing. “I promise it will be soon.”

She stood there a moment processing what I’d just said to her. A small smile slipped onto her lips then she spoke. “How soon is soon?”

A cocked my head to the side staring at the beauty in front of me. She was definitely a looker that was for sure. That was one of the things that attracted me to her in the first place, was her flawless look. The question was at hand though. How soon would I make her wait for me? We’d been together for almost three years. Should I make her wait any longer? Another question was how long, how long was she willing to wait for me? Months, years, maybe she’d be fed up with my then and move on.

Love. If she loved me she’d wait. Did I love her?

I shook my head love was now a complicated topic that was hard for me to comprehend. She was still staring at me searching my face for something. Then I froze when she asked me a question that always caused me to tense up.

“Do you love me Louis?”

“I-I well Jessica I-”

The phone rang and I quickly picked it up on the first ring, not caring who it was.

“Hello.”

“Louis?” Simon voice came from the other end.

I glanced at the clock then up at Jessica. She had gotten that look on her face, where she resembled a sneaky cat. My brow rose as she bit her bottom lip, her eyes staring down at me were cat like. What was this girl up to? 

“You and all of the boys are to come into the office tomorrow at twelve.” My eyes widen as Jessica leaned into my neck and kissed it. She trailed slow soft kisses against my neck as she moved down. I almost didn’t hear a word Simon said.

“Why?” Was the only thing I could manage to get out of my mouth as she continued to move further down my body. The more logical thing I should have done was said okay and hung up. Though I wasn’t thinking with my head at the moment, the other part of me was doing all of the thinking for me.

“I’ll tell you everything tomorrow when everyone’s at the meeting. There is no sense in me repeating myself, and wear something decent.” A moan almost left my throat when she trailed her tongue down my stomach. I found myself leaning back on my elbows as she continued her quest of going down my body.

“Uh Simon I have to go.” My breath began to become uneven as she teased me. Louis Jr. had sprung to attention quickly. For a moment I had forgotten that Simon was still on the other line until he spoke.

“Oh I see she must be home.” He paused before speaking again. “Remember be there at twelve, wear something presentable.”

Then he hung up just as Jessica finally stopped to greet Louis Jr.

[Authors Note] – I know it’s too early to be asking question. But I want to know what you guys think of Jessica and Louis relationship? I want to know if I’m accomplishing my main goal of how I see them. Is it just me or does it makes you mad when they’re together? I know I’m the one writing it and all but I feel like I’m betraying Kendall. Anyway I think I’m going to update on Saturday or Sunday. Because those two days seem like the only time I can actually have time to write anything.O and Jessica plays Emma Stone.