Denise POV
I thought I knew that I wanted love until it happened and boy oh boy when I tell you it's nothing like the movies. Love it's bittersweet I hate the feeling of it you feel different and weird it hurts so bad. Sometimes I just can't take it like why was love even invented in the first place.
My body and heart aches all because of that four letter word "LOVE" some get excited about the term but me nope. I actually cringe at the word it makes me get angry like a whole nother level angry.
When I hear the word I just want to hurt who ever said it I hate relationships and dates all that extra stuff. It just irks my nerves like people just don't understand how much I hate it.
You know how Bella was feeling on the second twilight movie well yea that's kind of how I feel but worst.
Who knew something that's supposed to be so pure and to cherish you can be so cruel. I don't have love I have hate it's deep down in my heart and in my soul.
I wouldn't have been this way if I never met him he's the reason for me being the way Iam. He caused my pain and all the hurt it's his fault and no body can make me think otherwise. I know it's his fault I just know he did this to me it was him he hurt me he caused everything.
He caused my world to crash down I feel nothing but hurt I just want to ball into a circle and cry. My heart is empty I'm just empty period and all because of him and stupid love.
All I think about is why did my mother make me go out there why would she do this. If it wasn't for her I would have never met him and maybe just maybe I could have been happy.
If someone ever speaks of this word called love again I shall punish them I never want to hear it again. I mean what I say so you better believe me you will be punished for speaking of such pitty.
