Beautiful Disaster

chapter 1

  "Fat ass!" A constant name for Connie now a days. She could tell you exactly how many tiles were on the floor in each hallway. She listened to her mother too much. The words play over in Connie' s head like a sing on nonstop replay "keep your head down". Her mother never understood that it was harder than that more painful to turn away as they hurt her physically and emotionally. She was a good girl never drank, smoked, did drugs and was still a virgin. Well that was the problem in this private school girls were supposed to break the rules and have sex unsafe and constantly, smoke, drink everything you can think of they did. Except for Connie. Girls picked on her saying she was too fat for someone to love her or touch her. Today was gym so Connie tried to get her mom to let her stay home but no was always the answer. Connie doesn't talk to anyone so she changed alone. Gym was the one class a day the girls can get away with hitting her with things and saying they were and accident. "DODGE FAT COW" screamed Juliet the ringleader or abuse as he threw the ball at Connie' s stomach. When the ball made contact she immediately regreted eating at lunch. She puked everywhere. Which gave them even more ammunition to make fun of her. The teacher sent her to the nurse and they sent her home. She didn't say a word to her mother in the car ride. She just let the tears go down her face as they did everyday after school.