Chapter 9 part 2

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At starbucks
I pull up to Starbucks trying to fight back tears I saw finn standing outside waiting on me I got out walking to the door finn hugged me I hugged back before walking in and going straight to their table while finn followed me
Me:Suprise motherfucker what the hell is this
I glared as joe looked at me completely guilty
Joe:Babe w..
Me:Save the sorry excuse OK I was not told it was meet up with your ex without your girlfriend knowing day
Joe:Babe look i..
Me:Shut up joe it's over
Joe:What?!?! 
Me:Did I stutter bitch and YOU
I looked at galina with nothing but hatred
Me:Congrats you got exactly what you wanted... Him
Joe:Babe
I stormed off not realizing finn was following me I was too busy breaking down into tears he pulled me into his arms as I cryed then I heard someone come out the door I knew who it was
Joe:Raven please listen to m... YOU
Finn:What about me mate I actually had the balls to tell her what you were doing which was low
Joe:I'm getting so fucking tired of you butting into shit
Me:Well him butting in helped me realize your nothing but a peice of shit joe
Joe:You don't even know what was going on cuz you won't let me explain
me:Explain then
Joe:I was explaining to her that I was with you she asked for us to meet up an...
I saw galina walk up behind joe he turned around
Galina:I kinda have somewhere to be the whole reason of asking to meet up with you is because.... I'm pregnant and the baby has a 50% chance of being yours
Joe:Your just now telling me this???
Galina:I haven't gotten the chance
Me:Well I hope the two of you are very happy together
I turn to walk off joe grabs my hand
Joe:I don't want her I want you raven please
Me:I'm not dating a guy that's separated from his baby momma
Joe:Raven theres a 50% chance its not mine
Me:And... Like that makes a difference
Joe:I did nothing wrong
Me:Your right you didn't but it's the fact that I couldn't have a conversation with finn but you can still keep in contact with your exes and meet up whenever you want
Joe:Babe
Me:I can't do this
I walked to my car then I heard
Joe:Wait I can't be the father the bastard you cheated on me with got you pregnant
I opened my car door getting in while galina and Joe argued and shut the door resting my head on the steering wheel until I heard a tap on the glass
Me:Go away joe
Finn:I'm not joe
I rolled my window down looking at finn
Finn:You okay?
Me:Yea I'm fine
I forced a smile on my face even though I wanted to cry
Finn; I know your hurting raven but give me a chance to make you happy again while he's figuring that out
Me:I don't think I can be happy again after that
Finn:Can I at least try
Me:Sure be my guest
Finn:ok Scoot
I got out of the drivers side going to the passangers finn got in the drivers and we pulled off while finn drove down the road tears kept falling down my face I wiped themt trying to hide them but it didn't work Finn looked at me
Finn:I'm sorry that happened rave
Then my phone started ringing I didn't answer cause I knew who it was I shut my phone down completely and Finn pulled up to this beach
Finn:Come on let's walk
I got out the car finn wrapped me in his arms and we walked and talked getting to know each other more no interupptions just us... It felt...... Great
Finn:Your a very beautiful girl raven and you deserve much more than what Joe gave you
Me:Finn I...
Finn:I know your having a difficult time making a decision but remember it's how you wanna live
I stood there deep in thought whether I wanted finn or go back to Joe then I had made my decision
Me:Well before I make my decision I wanna get to know me first and what I actually want cause I don't know
Finn:I totally understand
Me:Thanks im glad you do
Finn:Can we at least hang out the rest of the day
Me:Sure finn of course id love too
The rest of the day me.and finn went alotta places and hung out i got home around 10 pm alexa called and came over to spend the night we stayed up and she cheered me up
3 am
Me and Alexa were playing the Ps4 when there was a knock at te front door
Me:Whos at the door at 3 am
Alexa:I dont know
We paused the game walking to the door together
Alexa:Who is it
No one said anything i opened the door to see joe with red eyes like he had been crying
Alexa:He has to be high ive never seen him cry
Me:i have once
Flashback
When me and joe were 17 and 19
I walked into joes bedroom to see him in tears
Me:Joe whats wrong
He just sat there trying to hide his tears that was the first time ive seen him cry since elementary school it made me wanna break down cause i didnt know why he was crying
Joe:My grandmother passed
I walked over to joe hugging him he hugged me back
Me:Im so sorry joe
The rest of the day i didnt leave his side since then seeing him cry was my weakness
Flashback over
Alexa:Ravey!!
I snapped out of it when alexa shook me i looked up at joe
Joe:Will you please let me explain im begging you
Alexa:She doesnt need a lowlife like you Wh..
Me:Alexa don't
I looked up at joe
Me:5 minutes
I let Joe in he walked in and sat on the couch
Alexa:Talk
Joe:Well everytime I had sex with galina I used a condom even when I was drunk so I couldn't have gotten her pregnant
Alexa:3 minutes left
Joe:So I confronted her and she's been saving my condoms and got an injection a few days later she went and had sex with the same guy
Alexa:2 minutes 30 seconds
Me:Alexa
Alexa:2 minutes 28 seconds
Me:Alexa!!
Alexa:What
Me:Shutup
I looked at back at joe
Joe:Now i might have a child im not ready for or want and i lost you then i broke down
Me:Joe you will never loo...
Alexa:1 minute
I shot alexa a glare then looked back at joe
Me:Youll never loo...
Alexa:50 seconds
Me:youll never loo...
Alexa:49 seconds
Me:Alexa go home
Alexa:You said he had 5 minutes
Me:Youll never loose me ok i want you to remember that no matter how much we fight i'll always be your best friend and be there for you im happy for you
Joe:I know but i dont wannabe with her i wanna be with you
Alexa:15 seconds
Me:I know joe but you can't leave galina with your baby OK she can go after you for child support if it's yours
Joe:I don't care raven I miss you I want you
I sighed
Alexa:Times up
Me:Alexa shut up
Alexa:Sorry
Me:I want you too but what are you gonna do about your child if it's yours
Joe:I'm not gonna be with galina but I'll be there for the child
Me:This is a lot but OK I'll think about it
Alexa:10 seconds past time for him to leave
Joe:OK raven
Alexa: 11 seconds after ti..
Then I threw a pillow at alexa and she hushed I got up leading joe to the door
Me:Have a good night joe
Joe:My head hurts to bad to drive home do you think I can stay the night
Alexa:Your sleeping on the couch cause I sleep in ravens bed yea that's right the left side of the bed is mine
Me:Yea sure you know where the blankets and stuff is
Joe:Ok thanks raven
Me:No problem

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