Nothing Without You

Introduction

I can clearly hear the loud beats of the music and cacophony made by different people in this club.

"Wanna hang out tonight?"

"You're so pretty, baby. Wanna join me?"

"Ya' free tonight?"

Faces of jerks and bitches are everywhere. Hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit nga ba ako nandito. Oh right! My boyfriend just ditched me on our freaking anniversary that's why I'm here, celebrating alone.

"Hey, Mr. Bartender can you give me a drink?"

"What do you prefer ma'am?"

"Hard drinks, please." Ininom ko na lang yung binigay niya sa'kin.

Dapat sana nasa isang resto ako na pinareserve ko pa mismo dahil first anniversary namin ng boyfriend ko or should I say ex-boyfriend. Pero heto ako ngayon, nasa bar. Sinabi ko pa naman sa sarili ko noon na hinding-hindi ako pupunta sa bar at maglalasing kapag na-heartbroken ako.

Masyado kasing cliché.

But as you can see, I'm drinking here for about thirty minutes at parang hindi man lang ako tinatablan ng mga alak nila dito.

Ngayon ko lang nalaman na malakas pala ang tolerance ko sa alak.

Napatingin ako sa babaeng katabi ko. She's wearing a red dress and seems to know the bartender. But what really caught my attention is the guy beside her. His hands were touching her freely and when our eyes met, he winked at me.

Umiwas ako ng tingin. Inubos ko na yung iniinom ko then I stood up. I'm going home. But suddenly, a guy with a messy hair appears and punched the guy who was with the girl beside me.

Masyadong mabilis ang pangyayari. Nakita ko na lang yung lalaki na nakahiga sa sahig at tinutulungan nung ibang tao na nasa bar. The girl wearing red dress doesn't seem to care on what's happening.

Pero nagulat ako nung biglang may humawak sa kamay ko. It was the guy with a messy hair.

As soon as he grabbed my hand, he dragged me out of nowhere and I couldn't resist! I started to feel some pain on my head and it made me a little dizzy. Mukhang ngayon lang ako tinablan nung mga ininom ko kanina.

Nagpakaladkad na lang ako sa kung sino itong lalaking 'to. And then I feel like we're heading upstairs, to be specific, the second floor of the bar.

I don't know what happened to my mouth. I couldn't  even say a single word. My head aches like shit at lalo pang naaalog dahil sa paghila sa'kin ng lalaking 'to.

Nang nakarating kami sa isang tapat ng pinto, he just pushes me inside the dark room together with him and locked the door.

When I finally gain my strength to talk, sasabihin ko na sana na mali ang nahila niyang babae pero nabigla ako nang halikan niya ako! Bumagsak ang dala kong pouch sa sahig dahil masyado akong nabibigla sa mga nangyayari. May sinuntok siya, hinala ako at dinala rito tapos bigla na lang akong hahalikan?

He planted his lips on mine and started moving.

I didn't know what comes to my mind and I responded to his kisses and soft moans came out from me.

It felt so right but at the same time there's a part of me saying that I need to stop.

Pero mapapatigil ko pa ba siya? He's pushing his tounge inside my mouth and I let him.

French kissing? Eto ba yung ginagawa namin ngayon?

Sa buong buhay ko hanggang smack lang ang ginawa namin ng ex-boyfriend ko at balak ko sanang ibigay na sa kanya ang v-card ko ngayon.

I didn't expect that my first will be a stranger. Oh my God!

I felt his hand on my back unhooking my bra. On the other side, his right hand was in the back of my head guiding me as we continued from kissing. I didn't even realize that he already undressed my black dressed.

"Oh, fuck! You're so hot Adriane!" He cursed.

I wonder who is Adriane but who the hell cares? What's happening right now just feels so good.

Naramdaman ko na hinawakan niya ang kanang dibdib ko and he touches it caressingly. Flickering my nipples, hindi ko napigilan na gumawa ng ungol kaya naman naputol yung halik namin.

Kung kanina lasing ako sa alak, ngayon naman nalalasing ako sa mga halik niya. I can guess that he is so fucking expert. Isabay pa yung ginagawa niya ngayon sa boobs ko. Rubbing his hand alternately, causing me to feel distension.

Unti-unting bumaba ang mga halik niya papunta sa aking leeg, sa balikat hanggang sa mapunta ang kaniyang basang labi sa hinaharap ko.

"Shit!" I cursed as he licked my nipples. He started to play it with his tongue. Hindi ko na alam kung saan ko ibabaling yung ulo ko dahil sa pakiramdam na ibinibigay niya sa akin ngayon. He's driving me crazy.

Napupuno ng mahihinang ungol ko at halinghing niya ang madilim na kwartong ito. And we are both running for our breathe. Napahinga ako ng malalim nang maramdaman kong bumaba ang kamay niya hanggang sa marating ang dapat nitong marating.

What I'm sure about right now is that I'm wet and I know he felt it too. His hand down there is giving me aroused feeling. The only words that I want to say is he is so fucking good and my first will be memorable, indeed.

He picked me up and I put my hands on his shoulder. I felt his bulge and I'm pretty sure that he's hard. He bring me into bed. I can see him standing and he's  busy taking off his pants.

 I wasn't really sure about his looks because it's really dark in this room. Hindi ko alam kung matangos ba ang ilong niya o moreno pero alam ko na maganda ang pangangatawan niya base na rin sa mga nakapa kong toned muscles niya at mascular chests.

Pero natigil ako sa pagiisip nang halikan niya ang tiyan ko at inilabas ang kaniyang dila. Pababa nang pababa sa puson hanggang sa pinakababa. He releases his tounge and kisses me down there.

Mas lalong lumakas yung ungol ko dahil sa ginawa niya. I never expected that I will be capable of doing what we're doing right now.

Nang natapos siya sa ginagawa niya, umakyat siya sa kama at pumatong sa'kin. I can feel his manhood rubbing between my thighs and I'm freaking sure that he is more than the average size!

"Ohh" He moans.

He keeps on rubbing his shaft on me, teasing me and making me eager to put his thing inside me! Shamelesly, ako na mismo ang humawak sa pagkalalaki niya. I heard him chuckle.

"Excited, huh?"

Nagulat ako ng bigla niyang ipasok kaya hindi ko napigilang mapaungol ng malakas at medyo nangilid yung luha sa'king mata. It hurts like hell! This is my first time as far as I can remember.

He ignored my growl and started to move. At first, slowly and gently, hanggang sa masanay ako at unti-unting lumakas yung bawat halinghing na lumalabas sa labi ko, it becomes deeper and harder. Ramdam ko ang mabilis na paghinga ng lalaking urong-sulong sa ibabaw ko ngayon. Ang sarap pakinggan ng mga ungol niya. 

"Ahh" I came for the second time. I'm starting to lose my thoughts.

Tuloy-tuloy lang ang pagtaas -baba niya while kissing me and his one hand playing with my nipples. I started to touch his chests and massage it.

Suddenly, he growled and I felt a warm liquid inside me and we both reached our climax. He lay down beside me and he embraces me with his arms.

But before I could say anything, I fell asleep.