To Love Again (SLOW UPDATE)

Prologue

Z Y O N

Ever since she left I can't hardly know myself anymore and I hate her because of that.

I became ruthless, cruel and badass jerk like what every girls said after we fucked. I don't care what people thinks about me. I don't fucking give a damn.

Yes, Nakamit ko ang pangarap kong maging sikat na singer. I'm on top. Mas sumikat pa ang banda na kinabibilangan ko. I become everyone's favorite. Everybody loves me.

Some of the celebrities wants to have a relationship with me. But sad to say, i don't do relationship. I will only use them. I will only use their body if i want to. I don't want any commitments. I hate that idea. For me you don't need commitments if you only want to fuck em like a mallard duck.

"Dude we have another concert" I bring back my senses and gave my cousin a bored look as I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Where?" My body feels so damn tired and I only want to take a rest. I want my bed right now. Kakatapos lang ng concert namin dito sa Korea at ngayon meron nanaman. Can our managers give us some break?

"New york" Nakangisi niyang sabi. Agad ko siyang binato ng headphone sa mukha na nailagan niya naman.

"You already know my answer moron" Saka ako tumayo sa pagkakaupo at namulsa sa tapat ng malaking glass window.

"You're still not over with her, are you?" Walden said. I fixed my gaze at the city lights.

"It's been 5 fucking years. Are you really asking me that stupid question?" Sambit ko. Bumalik nanaman ang sakit at galit na nararamdaman ko para sakanya.

"Exactly bro! 5 years! 5 years na ang nakalilipas pero bakit apektadong apektado ka padin?" I honestly don't know. Ayokong ayoko na pumunta ng new york dahil alam kong nandon siya.

I remain quiet. I don't want to spend my whole night with me on the hot seat. I kept watching the city lights when I heard Lucy's voice. One of our manager.

"Mabuti naman at wala pang natutulog sainyo" Humarap na ako sakanila at nanatiling nakatayo.

Lucy is one of our manager. At the young age she manage to handle some celebrities pretty well including us of course. She's beautiful, nice and looks innocent to me that's the reason why I don't like her.

Ang kanyang mga mata ay napadako sa direksyon ko at kitang kita ko agad ang pamumula ng kanyang pisngi. Umirap ako at di na nakayanan ang pag susungit.

"If this is about our concert in new york forget it. I won't come" I stared at her for a moment. I hate it when she blush so quickly. I hate how sweet and soft her voice. I hate how kind she was. I hate everything about her. Lucy reminds me of her big time.

"You will, Zyon. It's an order from Mike. He said you need to go with them and he won't accept any reasons from you again. NY is expecting the vocalist to show up this time or else" Pinutol niya ang kanyang sasabihin.

Umigting ang panga ko saka unti unting humakbang palapit sakanya.

"Or else what?" Muli nanamang namula ang kanyang pisngi na nakapag painit sa ulo ko. Damn!

"O-or else he will gonna show your naked picture when you were still a kid in public." Malutong akong nag mura. That gay! But I won't buy it. I know Mikey. He can't do that to me. Mikey is our head manager. He's gay. He got that picture on my album at home! Damn it! Bakit ba ako kinuhanan ng litrato na hubad ni mommy noon?!

Tumalikod ako at kinuha ang aking phone. I dialed his number and he immediately answered it with a laugh.

"What's up my dear Zyon?" He laughs like a witch.