I want to be normal.

My life

When I was a little girl my mother said I was going to do something with my life. I never thought I would be involved with anything or anyone who does drugs or kill. I want to be normal but it's to late to go back and change what happened to me. Normal is something I won't ever be able to experience because of them. If I knew what I was getting involved I would have walked away but sadly the world doesn't come that way.

My name is Anonymous. Ima a girl kinda weird that my name means not identified. At least it's unique .... right? Well anyways I'm in high school junior year almost done with high school. I'm very excited to go to college and study biology to then get transferred to a medical school and be come a doctor but at the same time at college be in army reserve . My parents don't like me going into the army but it's my life and choice. So they just let me do it . I'm on the right path and track. But enough about my dreams let's get to the real part of me wanting normality.

It all began in 10th grade thats when I meet him. The one person who would cause me pain, tears, and lots of anger. So I was with my friends  and well one of my friends knows a lot of guys and will they came to where we were at that's the day I meet Ben. Ben was skinny and about my height and I was already intrigued by him. He was so mysterious and adorable. I had a "wife" and well he stole me away from her and it was funny because well I told her he actually has a dick. Sooo cringe now that I think about it. But anyways he was mysterious and of course the bad boy. What is it with girls liking the bad boys right? Oh well life goes on. So after a while he would come talk to us and leave and then eventually summer was almost there on the second to last day of school he was all day with me and my friend. Last day of school he wasn't I have no clue as to why? But whatever. Summer was here I went out and forgot about all my problems and stuff. Until we started school. I thought this is the year where everything will be NORMAL! No drama no boys not anything little did I know shit was all wrong from the day I meet Ben . I should have kept my distance when I was told too but I never listened.

Now I deal with the consequences ,now I deal with this life of danger and followed. A life not fitting for a nerdy teen girl a life I once left is one back in to my "new" life that I have created since I moved from my old place. They say u cant run away from what you really are . Those people are correct. Now I live by a few trust worthy people .