random writing

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YOU
by: breanna crocker (me)

"he likes you too"
my friend told me after i had just confessed my feelings to the boy i fell for
the boy who made me feel things nobody else could
he made me feel happy
he made me feel wanted
now when i see him it hurts
i fell for the words he spoke
and ignored all of the actions
now i realize i was stupid
i was stupid to think someone like you
could ever like me
me
stupid me
but i couldn't help my feelings
i couldn't help that i had fallen for you
i couldn't help that i spent my days wishing you had fallen for me too
but you did
and you went back to her
her
the one who hurt you
the one who you had fallen for at the beginning of eighth grade
and she fell the same way you did
peacefully
you guys were meant to be
until i learned all the things she had done to you
the threats
she broke you hun
though you were a poor broken boy before
she mended just to break you again
and she left you there
broken
so you decided to heal your broken parts with multiple partners
and you still do
not realizing i wouldn't have treated you that way
i would've never taken your love for granted the way she did
you ignored me
you
the one i had fallen
ignored me as if i was just another piece of litter
on the grounds of anderson south carolina
you ignored me for her
yes her
the one who broke you
you ignored the one who could've fixed you for the one who broke you
but i don't blame you
she was manipulative
i'm glad you got her out of your life
i'm glad you no longer have to deal with her insanity
but you do
you choose to lead her on knowing she is still in love with you
making me feel bad for the one who broke the broken boy that i loved so dearly