Where Are U?

I'd love to know what her friends think about me,

 I see them and make me sick, she never speaks,

 instead of that is always looking at my face, 

that's why I care, even if I am too far from you,

 I'm always here, but you don't wanna see, why?

 I couldn't sleep the last three nights, 

thinking of the words I'd choose today, just to write this, 

but no one tell me please.

My answers weren't so clear,

 my brain is so strong but my mouth feels fear, (to talk to her)

 if could change something I mistook,

 I'd chose when I used to be a fool...

yeah I used to be a fool.

Now every day she laughs, no smiling.

I guess her calm has ended up, also at me,

 I just wanna record this fucking song, 

and hope when it happens you don't have another man's son,

 if were so, I wish you were the happiest mom.

 Honestly, I don't even know if I'd still alive to tell you my deepest secret: 

You keep living in my soul.

My answers weren't so clear, 

my brain is so strong but my mouth feels fear,

 if could change something I mistook,

 I'd chose when I used to be a fool...

yeah, i used to be a fool.

I swear darling i'll find you.