(Phil's pov)
I'm 18 and a senior at high school. I don't really have any friends. I also don't talk to anyone that much unless they talk to me. There are certain people that I just can't stand, like Daniel Howell. He is such a fuckboy. He has fucked at least 20 girls since school had started and we've only been seniors for a week now. How on earth do you manage to to do that?! He makes me want to actually cause pain to him, and as you may or may not know I am not a very violent person. One day he pissed me off so bad that I may have punched him in the face....hey you didn't see what he did! Okay well lets get to present day.
I wake up to my mom yelling for me from the kitchen. I put on some jeans and a blue and white striped button up shirt. I walk down stairs and into the kitchen. My mom looks at me and says, "Want something to eat?" I close my eyes and nod. I walk into the living room to see my dad watching tv. "Good afternoon." he says as I look at the clock. "It's 3 and you didn't wake me up until now?!" I say looking at him in disbelief. He shrugs his shoulders and continues to watch tv. My mom calls me into the kitchen and I sit at the table to eat my food. She made me eggs and bacon. I ate it and then walk back up into my room. I wasn't feeling to great last night so that's why I didn't go to school today. Today was Monday and I hate Mondays. It was 3:30 and school had been out since 2:15 so I slept in way more than I wanted to. Some how word had gotten to me about a party happening on Friday. It was at Daniel's house. I am not going to that bullshit. The message was sent to the whole school. It read, 'Party at my house BITCHES!!! This Friday and it's BYOB, Bring Your Own Booze! If you don't know where I live find someone who knows!' God could he be more annoying. I would not be caught dead with this dick head or going to one of his many parties. We use to be friends in 2nd grade until a girl named Lilly ruined it. We had just gotten done with lunch and it was time to go outside for recess. "Hey Dan, why are you hanging out with that ugly loser?" Lilly said giving me the meanest look. "He's not a loser!" He said trying to be nice. "Yeah he is, he's a fagot and God hates fagots." She said looking at Daniel and smiling. "What's a fagot?" He asked tilting his head to the side. She then replied with, "A fagot is a guy that wants to kiss another guy." He looked at me with disgust and walked over to Lilly. He was out of my life just like that. Yes, I knew I was gay when I was that little. My parents were the only ones who accepted me. Middle school was the hardest. I was so depressed and nothing made my life better. I even tried committing suicide multiple times. I slit my wrists in the tub, but my mom found me after I had slit my second wrist and took me to the hospital. I downed a whole pill bottle but my dad rushed me to the hospital. I tried to hang myself in my closet but the rope snapped. I was sent to a mental hospital for about a year. I feel better now than I have in years.
(Time Skip)
"Thank you for dinner mother." I say as I put my plate in the sink. She nods her head and continues to eat her food. I walk upstairs and go to my room. I sit on my bed and look at phone. I hate how many people like Daniel. He's popular for being nothing but a dick. 'Can't wait!' Was all everyone said. I could, I could wait for a million years. God, he gets me so worked up! I'm just going to get some rest and try to forget about it for now. I lay down and fall asleep almost instantly.
