Some people see me as
preppy happy old
Kate with the big ass
smile and a big ass
attitude when I'm mad
because of him all
of a sudden I learned
how to love myself .
The truth is I'm not
that preppy or
mad about it I'm a
sweet kind girl
I'm also vary depressed
most of the time I
don't like to look
at myself in the mirror if
I do I feel fat and
ugly sometimes
because of him I realized
that love is vary
hard to keep .
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I like to help out kids
in need but
sometimes that
wont help and I start
wanting to cry and
I think about my
past. I hide my true self
because people get
worried about
me I don't know
why I'm important
to people but I guess
I am and I only
have a few friends
and most of them
I wont see anymore and
I'm going to miss
them a lot I'll
miss laughing with
them, playing around
and joking around.
