The First Goodnight Without You

It was the first goodnight without you, and I couldn't fall asleep.
I've tossed and turned and had some milk, I've even counted sheep.

It was the first goodnight without you, it just didn't feel the same.
It was lonely, cold and darker, my thoughts are driving me insane.

It was the first goodnight without you, when I fall asleep I never want to wake up. You gave me a purpose to want to get through the day, no other purpose is now enough.

Now although I'm now without you, I know this pain won't last. I lay in bed and tell myself that "this too, shall pass"

Im staring at my ceiling, thinking about how hard this will be be to get through. But for now I'll try not to think about how it's my first goodnight without you.