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Chapter 2 : Follow

AMBER DAWN

Same old morning routine. I woke up earlier than I usually do. Wala akong gagawin today nor do I have a shoot. It's a relax day for me, then. I'm too lazy to do some house work, instead I ate some leftovers from last night's dinner for breakfast after doing my morning beauty care.

With me eating alone in this quiet condo unit, with no one to talk to and see, realization hits me once again.

Damn, I am such a lonely bastard.

I snorted a little, amused by my mind's sayings. But yes, I do have to agree to myself that I am, a lonely bastard.

I don't think I'm really-really a bastard for what's worth, but it seems my mind and soul are thinkingg otherwise. Maybe I am, I've been nice to people, but it seems like my bitchiness and 'bastardness' surfaces out some time.

But are those people nice to me?

Okay why the fuck am I sidetracking.

A faint sound came out from beside my plate, it's from my phone. Inubos ko ang pagkain ko at nilagay sa sink bago i-check yan. I'll wash that later. It's a twitter notification. Huh.

@/dwaynesanti started following you!

What. The actual. Fuck.

HAAA?!!!

My eyes widen the longer I stare at the lone notification plastered on my lock screen. I didnt even bother opening it again when the screen darkened. Why is he following me? Akala ko blinock ko siya?! Oh wait--I unblocked him months ago, just to see how he's doing...

Ugh, Amber, back at it again with the kagagahan.

Maybe he just wants us to not be awkward-but why would he? It's not like we would see each other. Okay that thought scared me a bit. Fuck! Good Lord ano gagawin ko? Should I play his game and follow him back? Should I block him again? Should I DM him to ask why?-Ay shit no! It would make things worse!

I settled my phone on the table again and stare at thin air trying to get this situation wrapped around my head. OA na kung OA wala akong pake! I remember blocking him on twitter and facebook. As for Instagram, he deactivated his account days after our break up so I was thinking he's just trying to move on or whatever shit. Whatever! I shouldn't care! He can go to hell with his stupid notification!

I frowned as I let my mind speak louder than actually speaking. Just then, another sound popped out from my phone. My eyes widens again as it rings up a quick tune, it sounds like a fucking pig being slaughtered to my ears.

I slowly averted my gaze from my beloved air to this hectic phone that gave me goosebumps in just 15 minutes. Holy crap, another notification! The screen darkens as soon as I took sight of another notification just above the other, so I didn't see much of it. "S-Shit!" I said quite stressfully, trying to click my lock button.

Instagram: @/saintd started to follow you!

A-ANO?!

Holy mother of-!

Ano ba problema niya?! Is he trying to put up a joke on me? May bagong girlfriend daw siya ah, why can't he annoy her rather than me?! Puta! Nakakainis ha! At binalik pala niya ang Insta account niya. Wow.