I dont know when it started and I definitely cant tell you when its going to end. But I can tell you what I know. I feel nothing,ever. Not even the slightest. I try so hard but nothing sparks. I dont know what love is, I cant feel happiness or others sadness. I cannot care for them in times of need as though I should. I fake everything every single day just to seem normal and fit in. When I dont even feel human myself, and it just keeps going day after day. Will I ever learn to feel or will I just keep burying myself behind this fake, ever lasting smile. The world may never know. For now I will keep searching for my answers, and falling into the never ending darkness.
