There I was, on the tracks, frozen in time. The breeze was cold, the weather perfect for this moment. I look around me and examine the trees, the tracks, and the world around me. I start to think if this is worth it. To end my life. It's a spur of the moment decision. Life or death, literally. If I was to press play the train wouldn't hesitate to hit me and end my life. But if I was to continue freezing time I could move out the way before it would get the chance. I begin to think about all the things that led me to this one moment, all the things that led me to sit here on these tracks close to death. It all started with a fucking Instagram post. The flash backs begin to flow as if I was transported to the beginning of the end.
Song of the chapter; Blue eyes like the devils water - McCafferty (the song isn't related to the story just thought I'd mention it)
