forever young

Chapter two.

New life

It was though I feel into a coma but I was awake during the whole thing four weeks had passed and nothing had changed I still hadn't forgiven

Nick and it would take a while till I would. I was depressed deep in my mind I knew what they had told me was true but I was hiding from that all I did was sleep and cry I hadn't eaten well drunken anything. Even though my throat burned I refused to drink anything I deserved this pain this burning. I was sitting on my bed looking out the window I could see so far it amazed me as I watched the sun glistening off the snow far far away I would miss that the feeling of sun tingling my skin I would never have that feeling for the rest of my life and my life was going to last forever. I remembered the last night of my humanity the look in Pablo's eyes as he approached me that night and I stood up straight I wasn't going to let what that pig did to me ruin my life ''right'' I said to my self walking over to my mirror and tying my hair in a high pony tail if I was going to live forever I was going to what i wanted i got changed into a pair of black jeans, boots and a baggy t-shirt and walked over to the window and opened it. the wind hit my face with several different scents lingering in it i could hear hearts beating fast and my morals flew away with the wind in the next second i was lent out the window raising my head to the wind it was 4pm. i jumped silently from the second story window landing in a light crouch i looked around quickly i seemed to be in the front yard i could see only one car parked by the front door and i knew nick was the only one here i heard him in the kitchen before i jumped down. the yard wasn't big with just the forest surrounding the house there were two ways i could go i could take to the forest or follow the road till i hit a town i was a little scared to follow the road till i hit a town but at least if when nick found out i was missing he wouldn't be able to just take me but in the forest i could hide from him and run as fast as i could and see what this new body could do for me and maybe a little hunting i could try hunting a animal. After a few moments of considering what to do i took to the forest i ran as fast as I could, feeling the wind on my face I climbed trees and swung from them like a crazed monkey. i was laughing loudly as i caught a large hawk and dropped it from the tree i was perched in the blood easing the burn in my throat as i dropped to the forest floor i ran for a while until i happened across a house more modern than elice Carmen's and nicks and mine i guess i could hear one heart beat inside i was tempted to go inside but something stopped me i didn't want to kill who ever was inside not how i had been killed but i was curious of how people would look to me now with new eyes. i took a few steps closer so i was just standing on the fringe of forest i Scand the house and through a window my eyes met those of a young boys well he was probably my age with dark brown hair and the same green eyes as mine his skin white no doubt from living in a place that never say the sun our eyes locked he didn't move nor did i his face didn't show fear but concern like he was worried about something his wolf like face smooth as he broke away from my stare looking down blood rushing to his cheeks the sight of this made me realize that my muscles were tensed ready to spring i started to back away afraid of what i might do i turn and ran until i felt that i wasn't going to do anything i took to the trees and caught a few more animals before i heard someone calling ''hey'' it was the boy from the house he must of ran after me ''hey where are you?'' he yelled his voice a little shaky probably from running i froze in the tree as he walked below me i didn't know what i was doing until i started slowly climbing down from the tree i was in with out making a sound ''hey where are you?'' he asked again his breath slowing i dropped to the ground silently a few yards away from him i didn't know what i was going to do i just stood there ''where could she be'' he muttered to himself the wind blew over my face and his scent hit me using all my self control i made myself stay still until the wind stopped my throat was burning though not as much as it had the first time id opened my window ''nate!'' a voice yelled from the direction of the boy nates house it was louder for me the boy only probably just hearing it and he turned around quickly and he was facing me i couldn't move like a dear in head lights i took a step back ''hey are you alright?'' he asked me but i just stood there trying to keep a hold on my self control i should have never came out here he took a few steps towards me i a few more back ''what's wrong?'' he asked my mind froze and i forgot how to speak ''nate!'' the same deep voice bellowed pulling me from my frozen state ''i have to go'' i said but knowing i could not bolt as fast as i could in front of this human i walked around him not breathing ''hey at least tell me your name and if you ok'' i turned to face him my fangs coming out a little ''im fine'' i said looking him in the eyes ''your name?'' he asked again looking confused i didn't know weather i should tell him or not or even to use my real name ''leah its leah'' i said quietly turning to go ''will i see you again?'' he asked why couldn't he just leave me be and go he looked down and i took the opportunity to jump as high as i could into the tree beside me he looked up to see i was gone with a confused look on his face he looked around him ''nate'' the voice said even louder and coming closer about 100 yards or so away stood a man about 22 or so ''nate ive been calling your name for ages what are you doing out here all by your self?'' he said sounding a little annoyed please don't say you say me i chanted over and over in my head ''oh nothing sorry i didn't hear you'' i let out a sigh and nate looked around again i hope he hadn't heard me ''ok well hurry up'' the other man said they looked alike maybe brothers they had the same green eyes and shaped face nate walked up to the man and they walked off with each other ''what do you suppose your doing leah'' nick accused from a few trees over ''nothing ok'' i said jumping down nick dropped down beside me ''are you a idiot or what, what were you thinking coming out here by your self'' his voice rising in volume and a fresh wave of guilt rushed over me even though i knew it was his gift i couldn't help but fell guilty for what i did i looked down at my feet ''i just wanted to do something you know live my life if that's ok with you i don't want to sit in that room and wallow for the rest of my days which is a long time so i decided to have some fun i even did a little hunting'' nicks face dropped ''what, what did you just say'' i took a deep breath ''i hunted what's the big deal its not like i killed anyone is it'' i guess he didn't know that we lapsed into silence while i waited for him to absorb that ''the big deal is that when that boy came up to you should have killed him why didn't you?'' he asked his face baffled ''sorry im not like you i didn't want anyone going through what i did just because you probably kill people with out even thinking about their life's'' i said getting angry i turned away from him and started running leaving him staring at the spot i was standing just moments ago i ran towards the house following mine and nicks scent when i reached the edge of the forest by the house i stopped running carmen and elice were standing in the yard and carmen ran up to me and hugged me ''oh thank god your alright don't you ever run away like that again ok'' she paused looking over my shoulder ''where's nick'' she asked looking me in the eyes ''in the forest probably where i left him'' i said confidently ''no im not'' nick said appearing at my side and walking straight over to elice and whispering in her ear i didn't need to listen i knew what he was saying i left carmen elice and nick in the yard and ran into the kitchen to grab a bottle of blood it tasted a lot better than the animals id had and as soon as i realized it was human blood i put it back and looked in the fridge until i found a bottle labeled bear i grabbed it and went to my room.