Young & Dumb

Your First Is the worst

Ever sit an think about why you fell for someone , or how you ended up where you are in life, then you realized alot of the decisions you made that ended you exactly where you are began with that very first decision you made, that very first person you fell for . The lies you believed , the story's you helped cover, just to keep them perfect in your perspective, so your friends or family never understood the imperfections right. When suddenly you wake up an realize your not happy an you cry cause you feel like your not getting younger an you can't just start this over.
When every holiday you think things are gonna be different, you carry your normal cheerfulness an hope to spread the joy but one statement or question leads to an argument or someone leaving. When your tired from work you enter the house hoping for a meal or a warm bath but all you find is a game going , well these are a few of the facts of dealing with the average young male, bringing kids into this environment has been the worse. Nights I want to sleep yet your out drinking an partying with your friends an I know as soon as I snooze you'll be ringing the doorbell. Yet all afternoon I couldn't get you to take the trash out. We had to bring the kids in this , why ?