13 Reasons Why Imagines

Justin Foley Imagine

Requested by kellout. I hope you enjoy it.

You still couldn't believe it, first Jeff, now Hannah. Two people you were the closest to (apart from Justin), were gone. It seemed as if your whole world was destroyed, your rocks were gone. Who were you going to hang out with when Justin is at practice, who are you going to go to when Justin is being a dick, or when his friends are being dicks and he won't listen. 

You felt like you had no one. 

But the thing that hurt you the most was the way in which they left the world. Like Jeff, your brother had died in a car crash a few years ago. And like Hannah, your sister had killed herself. It was like it was happening all over again. 

You couldn't handle the pain, so you isolated yourself, from everything. You didn't attend school, you barely ate anything, hardly ever left your room, you even stopped talking to Justin. You just wanted to be alone. 

But the more isolated you became, the more pain you felt. 

Soon enough, you'd had enough. You decided you needed something to stop the pain, so you turned to drugs. Nothing to hard, just a bit of weed, but it seemed to work. While you were high, you forgot about everything, you had no pain, but it didn't last as long as you wanted, so the more you took. And soon enough, you were hooked. 

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It had been a few weeks since you last went to school, or spoke to Justin, and he was getting worried about you. 

He'd constantly been asking people at school if they'd seen or heard from you, but no one had. Everyday, once he got to school, he'd run up to his friends and ask if they'd spoken to you or if you had spoken to them, but they never did. He'd ask people who were in your classes, but they also hadn't. Once he'd had enough of asking, he decided to go to your house to make sure you were okay. 

He waited until it was dark before he headed to yours. When he got to yours, all the lights were off, so he thought it would be best to climb through your window. He climbed up the drain pipe, trying not to make too much noise. 

Once he made it to your window, he made sure it was unlocked before climbing into your bedroom. He didn't realise how much of drop it was from your window into your room, and made a thudding sound when he hit the floor. 

You turned the light on after you heard the thud, terrified of what it could be. You sat up in your bed, looking around your room. You hear a groan coming from the floor beside you and see Justin laying there. 

"Justin, what are you doing here?" You ask, still high.

"I was worried about you Y/N, you haven't spoken to anyone in weeks, you haven't been to school. I thought something bad had happened to you!" He cried. 

"Oh no, nothing bad has happened to me, you know, just Jeff and Hannah." You said, knowing Justin would be able to tell you were high. 

"Y/N, have you taken something?" He asked, concerned. 

"Maybe just a bit of weed." You laughed. 

Suddenly, you just burst out crying. Seeing Justin and mentioning Jeff and Hannah had brought all the pain back. Once you  started crying, you couldn't stop. The tears were endless. 

"Come here." Justin said as he pulled you into his arms. 

"I can't handle it Justin. The way Jeff died, it was just like my brother. And the way Hannah died, it was like my sister. All the pain I felt when they died has just come back. I can't handle it. When I'm high, all the pain goes away, I can just forget about everything. Why can't it be like that all the time?" You cried. 

"I don't know Y/N. I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I wish you had told me sooner, I could have helped you, instead of you turning to weed." He explained with a weird expression. 

"Come on, let's get you feeling better." 

And with that, Justin found a blanket, wrapped you up in it, went to the kitchen and got some food and water, then put some movies on for you to watch. 

"Will you stay here with me tonight?" You asked, not wanting him to leave. 

"Of course I will." 

For the rest of the night, Justin made sure you were okay, and got you anything you needed. Before long, you had fallen asleep in his arms. 

"Don't worry, Y/N. Everything is going to be okay." Justin whispered to you before he too fell asleep.