Of all the ties I had to cut lose, yours was the absolute hardest. No matter what I did I couldn't find the strength to let you go. All of the negativity in my life left me freely but you had a chord woven from diamond thread and I just could not break it. Your laughter rung in my ears and your soft touches made me feel alive. The words you told me breathed air into my lungs and the stories you told me could take the same breath away. The nights we spent on the damp grass looking up at the stars and promising to love the other mean nothing to you, but they're all I have left to hang onto. You aren't here, yet you are. I can't see you, but I can feel you. I wish you have thought again before you kicked the stool from under you. Staring at your grave is the only thing that I can do to think anymore.
I can't tell if you loved me, or if you were trying to fill a void, but to me, you were my world, and just like that, you took that away frm me. I wish you didn't, it's pretty lonely on earth without you.
