More Than Friends

The Unforgettable (Warning: Self harm)

"Well I think we should talk about this." he said. That's when the tears came. "I really like you Mallory but I'm dating Alyssa." I kinda felt happy when he said the first part but the tears came back as soon as he finished. I looked up at him. Our faces were about 5 centimeters apart. I just looked in his eyes until we both leaned in. Our lips pressed together but neither of us pulled back. The kiss lasted for about 30 seconds until I pulled away. About 4 seconds later my phone buzzed. I saw a text from Alyssa. Matthew forgot his hoodie at her house and she knew he was at my house so she came to give it to him but she saw what happened. I looked at my phone then back at Matt. "Matt I-" I was cut off by him. "There's no need to apologize Mal" he said trying to keep a smile on his face. "But I basically just ruined your relationship. ugh I'm such an idiot!" I said looking at him. "Your not an idiot Mal. And you didn't ruin my relationship with Alyssa." He said walking out of the room and downstairs. "Mallory come down here please!" I heard my mom yell. I walked downstairs. The Espinosa were getting ready to leave.  "It was a pleasure having you here" I said trying to smile. Matthew looked at me with the 'it's not your fault' face. About 3 seconds after they left my mom started apologizing for what she had done. "We- we kissed mom" I said looking at the floor. "And Alyssa saw it" I almost cried. "Sweetheart I didn't know" She said trying to comfort me. I didn't say anything. I just got up and walked to the bathroom. I opened the cabinet.  I saw a bunch of pain pills my mom and dad use. I grabbed a razor blade and a bottle of pain pills. I cut my self multiple times over the old scars. Then I took 5 or 6 pills and the next thing I knew I was unconscious.