Happier • Dolan Twins

XIV

"Nothing I swear. Calm de the fuck down." Grayson went closer to Ethan and smelled his neck. "Ethan is this alcohol?" He just looked at him. Wait what?

"Ethan what the fuck is going on with you!?" Yelled Gray.

I don't like that. Is this all my fault?

Why the hell did this turned so bad and so fast? Was it already started before we came in their lives? And 'Not again'

What does he means? Im so confused right now. I need to be alone. I went to my room without anyone noticing because of Ethan and Grayson screaming at each other. I locked the door behind me. I went in the bed and tried to hide in the blankets but I felt asleep.

•~Ellie's dream~•

I was sitting on the bed, crying. I was hearing someone yelling:Ethan. Grayson enters in the room and said:
"He doesn't accept it." I cried more
"But I-I love you! Why can't he-he understand that." He sat next me and removed my tears with his thumb.
"It's okay baby." And he kissed me.

*Ellie wakes up*

What?! What the hell was that?.

I looked at the time. It's only 2PM.

I sat in my bed and tried to understand what the hell does that dream was really about.
After a couples of minutes I realised what was all happening.
I stood up and went straight to Ethan. I found him on the couch. There were no one home.
"We need to talk. I think I know why you were mad and if im right well...you're wrong." He look at me. His eyes were red. He cried. I hate seeing him like this.

"Do you love Grayson?"

"No Ethan of course not" He smiled at me in pain "I mean I love him in a friendly way and this is the farest that it will go. I promise. " He closed his eyes.

"Ethan... I need to tell you something."

"No." okay?

"I'm sorry?"

"First you tell me what happened." I sighed

"I was in the shower and he didn't knocked so he saw...my ass. That's it and he apologised so many times. Now listen." he looked at me. "I'm going to tell everthing from A to Z. So I have a small sister: Dyara. But I already told you that." He nodded yes.

"Yes but she got kidnapped. I remember"

"But it's more complicated...Actually we know who kidnapped her"

"Well call the cops! Do something! I don't know." He looked suprised.

"We tried, don't worry. Let me finish."

"Sorry."

"So I can't tell his name."

"Why?"

"I just can't. My mouth doesn't want to pronounce it. Him and I used to date. I broke up because he was being violated but like an idiot I went back with him. He forced me to do things.
I told my mom so she forced me to broke up with him again. He took revenge first by scaring me by dressing up as a clown and looked at me trought my window."

"This is disgusting." I could feel he was controlling himself to stay calm.

"Well things got wrost and he told me that if I wouldn't want to do things with him..." i took a pause to breath and call my self down "he would kill my mom and I did what he asked. I was 15 and he was 17. I continued for almost a year but at the moment I said stop and that's when kidnapped Dyara. She's dead for everyone, but not me. I still hope she's alive and happy."

Ethan looked devastated.
He was looking at me, tears in his eyes.

"This guy raped you for 2 years?" He took my hands in his.

He want to protect me. It hurts my heart when I see him sad. He's so precious to me. He always was but now he's the main reason of my happiness.

"And that's why evertimes someone touches me, I see him." It's so hard to talk about it.

He just looked down. But I'm still confused. Why was he drunk? What the fuck happened with Grayson? And that...dream?

Oh no, that dream...