My head

Part 1

This is it this is the day I'm gonna finally get out of the house.
Alright gonna put some makeup on make myself look presentable little mascara some foundation boom your a hot bitch. Next step finding something to wear.. I mean it's just Walmart it's not like the Grammys I wonder what Adele is like no don't get distracted This should be simple Jesus why are you so stupid Amelia just pick some clothes no one cares. Okay leggings and a sweatshirt okay you look fine normal even just put some shoes one oh shit did I wash my hair today. No. How long has it been since I washed my hair ew I don't have time I need to go okay just throw some sunglasses in your hair and you will be fine we have to leave.

Okay in the car look in the mirror you definitely look presentable to society besides no one cares alright oo this song is nice I can bob my head to this oh stop sign slow down don't wanna get pulled over.. come to a complete stop look both ways. Yes wave to the nice shirtless man hi yes hello little one  oh gosh mil you made eye contact way to long ok go go go oh I'm the  only one at the stop sign okay fun now he definitely thinks I'm a crazy person. Okay going oh wait how does my face look again is it ok no no no what is the point of foundation if it doesn't cover my pimples ew what is wrong with my lips why doesn't anything fit my face properly okay is it to late to turn back yes your too far okay keep going it's just Walmart  no one cares

Okay I'm here found a good parking spot put it in park okay flip open the mirror one more time gosh your ugly okay nope you have to go in okay gather my stuff check my wallet I have some cash oh but wears my cArd oh I need my card I'm gonna get up to the cash register and not have enough money and I'm gonna have to call someone over no no stop that not going to happen Amelia don't be dumb your only getting 3 items $50 is enough okay look in the mirror one more time ugh regret that decision okay open door oh what is he looking at he definitely thinks I'm ugly or crazy for wearing a sweatshirt in 80 degree weather ok no look away oh that lady I've seen her before yes I've seen her at the store before she probably doesn't know me good keep your head down just get out of the car you're. Fine no one cares go.... I have to go..................... okay nope never mind going home.