Okay, so i don't really have an idea of how this is going to end up or even begin but yolo.
So my friend and i were texting back and forth about this show, we actually do this quite a lot, but i said something along the lines of "yeah this show has helped me through so much, it's unreal." expecting a kind/ supportive response back but nope. She just brought up one of the characters and ranted about them. yay me.
looks like i have to bundle up my emotions as i do almost every second of the day.
i don't know what i'm trying to say here, it just really hurt if that makes any sense. it's silly, trust me i know.
if she would've asked how or idekkkk, i would said...
"yeah, i've been going through some hard times wether it be home stuff, personal stuff, or social stuff, ive just been knocking myself down" and then go on explaining all my shitty details and feelings and how the show has helped me through it all.
i don't know so bullshit like that.
well i'm done for now, i will be back probably tomorrow with some other depressing stuff. but if you care/ want to know what my life is let me know because i'll share it. i'm just a girl behind a screen rn, even if you judge me i can't see (which is a relief due to how i take judgments about me lmao okay i'm done) gotta blast.
CITEȘTI
life.
Altelei'm just gonna write my shitty experiences and feelings because i need to get them out and well, no ones really gonna read this(u_u).
