YOU ARE READING

[ Inner Voices that Kill you ](Writers Block For this Story!)

Non-Fiction

[Half Fiction half non! most of this is true!!] _______________________________ Whats it like to have Depression .. Anxiety .. and ASD (Austism Spectrum Disorder ) All at once fighting a battle thats hard to beat .. being Bullied by Your own Min...

Chapter-1-

5 1 0

by _Finny__

by _Finny__

                                        
                                                  ___________
                              Hello ...might be  Louis .. or i might be Someone you know..i might even be you  .. i have a voice i reach out ..i want to be heard Listen Closely To this Story ... This is my Voice .. is it yours? 

                              _______________________
                              Louis Opened the Front door Slamming it behind him  And Stomping to his room , His mother Called after him ''Louis .. are you okay''  he responded yelling bluntly '' NO GO AWAY ..LEAVE ME ALONE SHUT UP''  he Sobbed Louder ''Lou--'' she attempted again ''SHUT UP I HATE YOU'' he Banged on the wall  ''LOUIS STOP BANGING ON THE WALL RIGHT NOW !''  he Screamed ''NO ...GO AWAY I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR STUPID HOUSE '' he Sobbed and  threw a pillow at his mother who just came into his room  , ''LOUIS I'M GOING TO ASK YOU AGAIN '' his mother asked in a not so calm voice '' LOUIS PLEASE'' she begged  Louis Continued to bang on the wall that had been dented from several Tantrums before  ''I'M NOT DEFINED BY MY AUTISM '' he Screamed '' I know Louis , just calm down '' he banged the wall once more ''LOUIS IF YOU BANG THE WALL ONE MORE TIME I'M GOING TO TAKE YOUR PHONE! ''  he sighed his whole life was a entire mess everything he did , it seemed he would always do something wrong '' I'm sorry i am a disappointment ''  his mother  heard him say so .. she rushed to his room she was obviously crying .. she knew this wasn't his fault , he could not control how he reacted to things '' i forgive you.. ''   and she walked away '' hey lui , i have to go to work ... ill be back later .. okay?'' he didn't speak , but she knew exactly what he means. 

                              ==================================================================
                              Louis was reading a book about a boy who was a test subject rescued by another organization it was quite interesting , he liked it allot , he then ate some dinner , took a long shower and then got his pajamas on  , brushed his teeth and tucked himself into bed with a good book .

                              ===========
                              His mom was home a hour later --