Dear Eian

I know that everything must come to end, but I'm selfish. I don't want my happiness to end; I don't want to let you go. You say for me to take what I have learned from you and apply it to my daily life taking you with me where ever I go. I don't want to take your life lessons or memories with me I just want you and I'm selfish for wanting you so badly. I can't help but want to keep my secret garden full of life and happiness. You make me feel infinite and beautiful with the slightest of touch. You make me feel cared for. I say I want to squish you so tightly we become one person because I've never known somebody like you. I've never known your confidence or your unwavering kindness and I don't want it to go away, I don't want to go back to what I used to be; lonely and numb. I want to feel the sun's embrace like your kisses and to hear the wind like music, I want to see the world like art. I wish to see the world as you do. Full of possibilities and adventure. I just don't want to lose you.