The girl with scars

Crush?

I was in seven grade when I had to move to a small school. I wasn't happy about it because I was looking forward going to a big school, where nobody notice me unless you make your self noticeable. I don't like when people notice me because then rumors is going to spread everywhere, which I hated it. I remember in every class, I had to introduce myself to every one over and over again, every time I say my name this one girl would have a huge smile on her face and she kept starting at me deep in my eyes, it gave me butterflies in my stomach. My heart would beat fast like a race car. Her eyes is so beautiful it reminded me like the ocean and I knew I had fallen hard this time. When I looked at her I notice something in her eyebrow close to her eyes that there was a scar and a small scar on her cheek, so now I wonder why she had that and why she would always wear long sleeve shirt or a sweater when its hot outside? 

Years went by and now I'm in junior with my small group of friends and I'm kind of known, which I didn't mind at all because I'm a quite a goof ball.  I told my bestfriends about the "secret" which is me having a huge crush on her. My friends would constantly tease me when they saw me staring at her which is every second. During the first two years of high school my crush for her gotten stronger then ever before. Since seven grade till now she got even more beautiful and her eyes would sparkle like the stars in the shy. I be following her almost everywhere and I even memorize her schedule to make sure her step brother dont do anything stupid to her but I wonder why with a beautiful face has scars. Every day i see her wearing fashionable clothes and god she's so girly. I think its so cute but sometime when she think nobody is noticing her I would see her frown and a tear coming out. I want to maker her smile and make her feel she's worth everything, I.know this time I'm going to get hurt bc since the end of sophomore i have fallen for a straight girl.