Bottled Up

I'm so...

I'm so tired.

So tired and angry and frustrated.

I hate that she doesn't even recognize how much she hurts me.

This has gone on for far too long; I can't go on much longer.

I feel like I'm
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Why won't someone help me?

I just want to be left alone.

I'm so angry!

She's turning me into someone I don't even recognize.

I hate what I've become: bitter, angry.

The anger I feel towards her is
consuming me.

I can't get 
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Why am I like this?

I just want to be left alone.

I'm so... sad.

I don't want her in my life, I can't handle her.

I can't even look at myself anymore.

I need to get away or be destroyed by my bitterness.

I hate
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This shouldn't be like this.

What did I do wrong?

I just want to be left alone.