My parents and some of my teachers tell me I'm smart enough to do the work and get good grades. But I feel like I'm smart enough. I try to challenge myself. Like taking pre-ap courses. But I C's and D's in the classes. I feel like I can do the work but when I try to do it, it never seems to be good enough. When I get a good grade in one class I'm doing terrible in another. I have 2 A's and 1 is from P.E and the other is from theatre. If my life purpose isn't to be smart and teach then what is it? Why do I just do my work instead of putting it off and let my parents yell at me? I really want to do good in school and make my parents proud and make myself proud but all I do is disappoint person after person. I hate going to school. I don't want to get up and go back there just so I can keep disappointing people. I don't know what I'm doing with my life. What is my life? Do I even have a life? Am I worth spending time and money on?
