Looking For a Reason

to let go or not to let go

I dont wanna let you go
I dont wanna say no
I cant let u come into this chaos now
Cuz ull just keep asking me how
How this how that
Its no wonder ur so fat
Oh god its hitting me time to take another pill
Oh no...another brain cell ready to kill
The drugs help but not for long
My head is spinning like a weird game of ping pong
My heart is cold...i cant feel it anymore
I look to the sky and ask "is there anymore pain in store?"
I can take it gimme ur best shot
Oh god is it just me or did it just get really hot
I cant take the pain i feel anymore...
I laugh and laugh until the darkness runs to the core
Like chucky im comin out of my shell
Goodbye while i cackle on my way to hell