Chapter 1

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by -garden-Gnostic-

by -garden-Gnostic-

A/N -
OK LISTEN UP FUCK NUTS! There is cursing duh... and it's gay so. Anyway the song is great and the music video, (watch after of before) is of Jake's dream because this chapter takes place the night that everything is normal. Sorta. After the new world is created while, and it's also kind of once the "creators" return. Its that time line. Confusing but you had to watch the Homestuck credits to understand what Im talking about. Oh yeah this chapter may be a bit like a lime or a lemon. Maybe fluff, depends on how you take it. This'll be a bit on the sad side for a first chapter but bare with me, it effects the story later. There may be a bit OOC (out of character) but I'm trying my best ok? I'm sorry I've always been horrible at everything and I don't think I'll get any better. Yeah ok let's just jump right into the damn fan fiction....
- Leo

~ Jake's P.O.V ~
I slept restlessly as I laid in my bed. Ever since the GAME ended forever, hopefully, everyone has been on their heels just in case. We burned all the copies of the GAME so no one would be able to play it. I found peace moments later of my thinking, my dream... I woke on Derse but I was in my Prospit outfit... Dirk walked into the room where I was, wearing his Derse outfit, I sat up and start to get off the bed. Before I knew it Dirk flash stepped next to me and kissed my neck. He gently stopped and I looked at him, his glasses shielded his eyes, though I felt like I could see them. I felt his lips on mine and before I knew it, my eyes were closed and I was kissing back. He broke the kiss and pinned me on the bed that I had awoken up on. I looked away, gripping the sheets with one hand, guilt and worry grew inside of me as I laid there. Not a word was spoken in the whole time.... Dirk reached for my glasses and took them off when I was looking away, causing me to look at him. He set my glasses down on somewhere. We both stared at each other as his hand crept to my free hand, he let go of me and took off his shirt. I stared at him while he did so, I slowly became more nervous than anything. He just smiled at me, his hand went back onto my free one and they interlocked. He pulled my leg over his body and kissed my neck in the process, I felt like I was getting into something I didn't want, but I did want this, I truly do. I stopped gripping the sheets, my body worked on it's own, moving my hand to his blonde hair, our lips once again came into contact, the way his lips felt onto my lips, it felt like a touch of heaven. He moved his hand under my shirt, pulling it up slightly, breaking the kiss to sit up on his knees, I sat up as well, we both took off my golden shirt, letting the air hit our bare chests. We laid back down and it felt like he wasn't letting me do anything. He did all the work, his shades fell down to the end of his nose a little bit, his sunset eyes showing. He sat up and looked down, I sat up and asked "What's wrong?" But he didn't say anything, he just started to shake and he brought his hand to his neck slowly, then like that let his hand fall down. A red, almost black, line was on his neck, some sort of liquid oozing out of it slowly at first. Then it came pouring down, out of panic I had backed away a little bit. I had a better look at it, oh god it's blood. Oh god no please it's blood...! Please make him stop bleeding! Oh god! I cupped his face and kept asking if he's ok, what is wrong, what's going on, but he never responded. Tears started to slowly prick my eyes as his head and body, oh god.... they became separated and his body fell to the ground, oh god no... his head was in my hands, I didn't know what to do but sit their in horror, I was in shock I didn't know what to do I was just shaking vigorously from what just happened. My head hung down and my shoulders raised a little bit, I just was sitting there, a head in my hands and his body on the floor, pooling out blood. I felt like I was screaming but nothing had came out, I was scared and alone. I fell into nothing but darkness and Dirk's voice rang in my ear saying,

"Why did you let that happen to me....?"

I woke up in a cold sweat. Screaming in fear and looked in my hands to see nothing, but I still felt like I was holding his head. Jade burst into my room, her dog ears on high alert, holding her gun and saying "I heard you screaming, what happened?! Are you ok?!" Tears ran down my cheeks and I quietly spoke, "it was just a bad... a horrible dream..." and with that I hugged my knees, Jade walked over to me, embracing me into a hug. She rubbed my back and told me sweet nothings to make me feel better. She said that tomorrow we can go out and just shoot things later on in the day. I honestly never want to see Dirk's head like that again, the first time was a nightmare and now... this was an actual nightmare I never wish to have again....