this is a story of how i met my best friend im just a person who got bullied when i was in 3rd grade for haveing touretts and when my muscles lock up in class i make a noise like i scream but try not to it hurts but i can still move and when i did the kids picked on me and called me names sometimes just punched in the face for no reason and so i started failing and my touretts got worse the more i got picked on it drew me crazy that they didnt even know me or take the time to know me i fell in a depressed state after that and my parents put me in sped(special education ) and i felt ok cause it was like only 4 people in the class and they didnt talk to me but 2 of them their name was tanner and will they helped me kept me from hurting myself or others and i felt happy and 7 years later will found a girl and dosent want anything to do witj me cause he was tired of hanging out and just stopped texting me and tanner moved to kentucky and just stopped calling or texting and at the moment i met my friend tyler before will and tanner but we didnt talk very much cause we didnt know each other well but later on we became friends we have been friends for a long time i didnt tell him that i was hurting i went through pain bye laughing and makeing jokes cause that how i got acknoleged and then this happened
PART 2: MY BEST FRIEND
i was still sad started to give up hope of finding friends haveing only and then one day i went too my nana and she had a lady over named poline(the person justin lived with) she and nana was talking and i was watching tv and a little after ms poline said she has someone who likes games at her house and said he was 18 and didnt have any friends in mississippi and asked if i wanyed to meet him and so i smiled and said yeah i woul love to meet him and she said u can come with me after me and ur nana finish talking so when they finished i went with poline and we went inside and poline called justin justincome in saying hello and i said hello i was nervous and he asked if i wanted to go play games with him and i nervously said sure and we went in his room and he asked if i l knew what pokemon was i said i played emerald and was getting sun and he smiled and said im getting sun and moon and i said sweet he showed me his games and told me he loved kingdom hearts i never hurd of it until he told me about it and i asked if he would show me it and we sat for like a hour playing it and we also played bo3 cause that was a game that i knew and he saidhe would play it with me so the day ended and i shook his hand and smiled and said do u care if i come back tommorow and he said no and the day ended the next day we played the pokemon card game all day and he told me things that made me cry a little he said their is only a few people that understand me and he named them and it was teens from his school (you know who u r) and i said im sorry and he said i can actually talk to u like face to face without u judgeing me and i said why would i judge u ur a fun person and i said i know how it feels to be judged and we talked he talked about his dad a bad man from what i hurd so i asked if he wanted to go walking and he said sure and grabbed a cane and i said r u ok and he said look at this and pulled the top of the cane off and it was a sword he loved it so we walked to a storm drain and jumped from one part to another of sand on the water and i felt happy more than i had in a long time and we hung out and we went to get pokemon sun and moon after we played in drain and i spent the night and we played sun and moon most of the night and the next week i went back hung out then the next weeknd i had to do school cause i been behind and i ddidnt know i had to do it yet and i told justin i would be their that weeknd but my mom surprised me with school work and justin was sad and so was i and on sunday night i asked my mom if i could go back monday and hang out and she said sure and i was excited but i woke up monday morning to my mom asking me to go to the liveing room and i didnt know wat was going on and i asked can i go to justins and she said im sorry and i got sad and said what do u mean and she said something happened and my heart sank low and i said what u mean and she said he passed from a heart problem and i started to cry trying to talk and just couldnt and i cried for a while and they wanted to know if i wanted to see ms poline i shook my head yes and we got in the truck and left and when we did we got close to the house and a sudden burst of realty hit my face and poline walked up to me and hugged me and said im sorry i could not stop crying and she asked if i wanted to talk to his mom and i said i do and i walked in and hugged her we were both crying that was the hardest thing to do i still cry about that to this day hasent been a day i havent thought about it
