You.

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by depressedsin

by depressedsin

How do I even start? You mean more to me then gods knows what..I see you everyday wishing I could get you off my mind. Seeing you really fucking hurts sometimes..especially seeing you with another.

Listening to your old voicemails or looking at our old conversations..even the time of our old phone calls..it all just..it hurts way more than it ever should..and I can't stand looking at pictures of you..let alone seeing you everyday.

I fell for you..God dammit!..That's the worst mistake I think I've ever made..I hate having feelings for you..I can't stand it..I can't stand the fact that I'm over here falling for every imperfection you have..while your falling for another's..

And I can't do nothing about it besides feel it all at once.
The pain,
The tears,
Everything just feels numb.
Not just because of you..
But because of everything else that spins in my mind..
Your just one of the reasons.