Love, Heartbreaks and Tragedies

Sweet, So Sweet

I smiled yet I was weeping inside
Crying and told you I was too happy that's why
Tears in my face but still, I smiled
Like I was really happy although I hoped I'd die

You all asked if I was fine
Bombed me questions, making sure I was alright
I nodded, cause that was easier to do
I wish I had said I wasn't fine so you'd know

I wonder why you never knew
Those smiles were not true
No one ever saw through me
Beneath me lies, sadness - undefeated

I guess no one really cared after all
You were all just pretending to stand by me, if I fall
Then time came when you needed my help
You never helped me, never cared

Why would I help you, dear
When all you're waiting was my devastation
A sprinkle of sweet revenge I wouldn't mind
Let's all enjoy this downfall and die