When........when will the pain stop? When will the urge to open up my flesh with a sharp metal object end? I've been living this way for to long. I want this never ending nightmare to go away. I want to wake up and it all just seem like a bad dream. I want to feel free, not like I'm chained up and forced to rip open my flesh every time an insulting word is thrown at me. I want to finally hear the songs of the children echo through my ears and join in the fun. I want to hear the birds chirp, see the smiles of people, see the world with my once bright eyes. I want to actually feel the sun when its out instead of feeling like its raining everyday. I want the dark cloud above me to disappear. I want to be me again. I once asked myself what happened to the little girl that played all day outside rain or shine. The delicate little smile never leaving her face. Where did she go? Why did she leave? The answer, darkness. Darkness took her away and replaced her with this dark evil spirit that turned every smile into a frown. Never letting her have fun. She could never escape. She is locked away forever chained to the devils thrown. She will never be seen again as everyone once knew her. Even when the best things happen to her she always goes back to the darkness. Its just a matter of time before the darkness is done with her and is ready to move on to the next victim. Throwing her away never to be seen again. Never to be heard again. Never to be alive again. Her soul escaping her body. She will vanish into the depths of the underworld and there she will stay for the rest of eternity. The question now is who will be the next victim? When will they be taken away? Will they ever escape? The answers will remain a mystery. No one can read the mind of Satan. When will this horror end? When will the pain stop?
