Someone to talk to.

Humor

I'm just a teenager. Nothing more nothing less.

Humor...

I can't tell the difference between funny and hurtful. I can see why people think other people reality's are humorous. I can tell the difference between happy and sad, But i can't and never will understand humor. 

Funny thing is what is funny? How can I be funny? Why?

That's what im gonna be figuring out. Lately I've been trying to understand, understand me, other people emotions , but damn its really really hard. For awhile now I've been not getting much sleep. This means my stupid thoughts are getting the better of me. My questions of other people reality are stronger than ever before. I feel myself getting wiser and more opinionated by the second. For me being a teenager is getting through the hard stuff, the stuff that you feel like, like feeling alone,afraid,insecure,changing,being a growing adult. 

Now you're most likely wondering why? That's the very big question why?

No one that I know has been able to answer that question, or all my questions. Most adults tend to give me bullshit answers. I'm tired of being judged, it makes me feel like shit for no reason cause I didn't do anything. These questions I have never properly answered so therefore, i get judged.  

Humor...

Do you ever feel like your constantly being looked at or watched? No? Yes? 

Well i have and i can say that if you say no then you're wrong.

were all being watched. 

were all stalkers.

were all ticking time bombs waiting to go off.

Now you might think im crazy but really i'm not. I'm just simply getting everything off my chest all the weights are gonna be lifted starting now...

 Its the time to answer the question WHY? Its now, now is the moment when I do my best at understanding WHY?