Being the schools Outcast was easy.....look mean, don't talk, ignore, repeat......Now if I was a popular like my siblings.....It'd be harder.....My siblings loved me....but they loved their reputation more so I was often by myself....But I'm used to it by now....I hated everyone besides my siblings and mother but my mother died and I was stuck with my abusive father but everything he did to me didn't hurt I was used to it all by now
I forgot to introduce myself.....I'm Crystal Nicole Rose Blackwood....age....17.....sexuality...Lesbian ------------------------------------------------------ Crystal's PoV I still hate everyone I was looking out the window when the teacher said my name, "Crystal do you know how Adolf Hitler died?" The History teacher asked and I sighed, "Hitler committed suicide on the 30th of April 1945.....Him and his Girlfriend/Wife Eva Braun swallowed cyanide and then Hitler shot Eva and then himself" I said and everyone was shocked, "How do you know that?" He asks, "Before my father turned into an ass we would watch world war 1 and 2 together....we'd research and everything" I simply said and he continued teaching ------------------------------------------------------ I was in P.E and I sat in the corner and sighed....I never participated and the P.E teacher didn't care I'm unlucky I have Ashley....The schools most popular girl in every class and she sits right besides me in every one Music....my favorite class was my last one and as soon as the bell rung I quickly changed and rushed to Music and I sighed and sat down Ashley came in and sat next to me she didn't even know I was alive
I was fine with this though......I never want Ashley to notice me.....Since I like her in a sexual way......I...I can't let her be close to me only to have her stab me in the back it'd break me more then I already am, "Crystal will you come up and sing for us?" The teacher asked and I walked up slowly and sighed
Everyone clapped to be nice and I sat back down and it was Ashley's turn and I closed my eyes and listened as she sang
Everyone clapped and I heard her sit down a couple more people went then the bell rung and I walked out and jumped on my bike but was soon stopped by someone, "Hey...What's your name?" I looked over and saw Ashley smiling at me, "Crystal....Blackwood....I'm your best friends twin..." I said and Ashley smiled, "What type of genre of music do you like?" Ashley asked, "Dubstep/Skillet..." I said and she smiled
"Rock N' Roll" she said and I nodded and waved to her and drove to my house and parked my bike and walked inside, "Crystal! There's dinner in the fridge! I'm leaving" Father yelled, "Okay!" I yelled and went to my room which was in the attic I had the biggest room.....even though he hated me I started writing a song and when I knew he left I started singing my new song
After I was happy with my song I went down stairs and saw Carmel with Ashley in the living room I walked past them and went down to my work room down in the basement I make art and sell it I get quite a lot of money from it and I finally finished my current painting
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I looked at the time and saw it was only 2 so I let the painting dry and after it did I brought it upstairs, "Hey Carmel..." I said and Carmel looked up at me, "Yea?" She asked, "Do you think I should keep this?" I asked showing the painting Jake, Eve, and Carmel all stared in awe while Ashley stared in shock and awe
"...Eh...I think I'll sell it..." I sighed and left I had a selling permit and I sighed as I sat at my usual selling spot I only wanted $65 for the painting but someone gave me like $650 10 times what I asked for I pulled out other objects for sell after selling out I went home and counted the money I got...., "Exactly $2000" I said and put it in my safe, my safe already had about 19,000 in it I locked my safe and tried to go to bed but my father came into my room and pulled me downstairs Ashley was still here and father put me on the scale my eyes shadowed and he frowned, "Crystal...." He said and I looked down my weight was 99 someone my height is suppose to be between 121-158 Ibs
"Please eat something" He begged and I looked away from him, "I'm not hungry..." I whispered and he slammed his hand on the table, "THATS YOUR EXCUSE EVERY TIME CRYSTAL!" He screamed and I covered my head afraid he was gonna hit me again, "That's because I'm never hungry..." I said and he frowned, "You're gonna end up like your mother if you don't eat!" He said and that's what got to me Jake, Eve, and Carmel knew what was coming next but Ashley was just sitting there, "Covered in bruises or dead!" I screamed and he froze and I ran to my room and locked it and laid down and went to sleep
Carmel's PoV Dad stood there pain clearly on his face, "You can't blame her dad.....You've abused her since mom died....She was gonna lash out sooner or later...." Eve said and father sighed, "I know Eve.....I know" He said and sighed, "I just wish she didn't remind me of Reńee so much...." Father said and left, "Reńee?" Ashley asked
"Our dead mother.....Crystal and our mother were close.....Mother wanted Crystal to be perfect though.....But Crystal couldn't be that so when Mother died Crystal tried everything she could to be perfect only regretting it shortly after eventually for not being what mother wished for she became depressed which is why she's called an Outcast at school.....She pushes people away.....And we push her away when at school" Jake sighed and Ashley sighed
