When I first started like him, I never really realized that I did like him. It was more gradual, the time I actually realized it, we were talking, as always. Then I looked right into his eyes, I realized how amazing his piercing blue eyes were. They were as blue as the Atlantic Ocean were after a sea storm. After that day, I could never get him off my mind. After that moment, every song, every poem, every fantasy, was about him. Then I realized that I loved him, but I also wondered if he loved me. I doubted it. Me being the weird girl who listens to music and Fangirls all day. There was no proof that he felt the same way, or even knew that I existed. Everything from that point on, every time I thought, every little thing that went through my mind was about him.
Sometimes I would lye in bed a think about him, every time he's talked to me, or even when he looked at me. I couldn't stop thinking about him. The one thing I always realized about him is that sometimes he would get in this haze, but wouldn't realize it. I loved how he would stare off into the distance and analyze anything, it could be his week or a song he was just listening to.
Or when he would listen to music, he would sit there as if to listen to the song lyrics and figure out what they mean, not just in a real but also in a poetic way.
But now, I'm over him. And will never love him that way anymore. He broke my heart, and I will never feel that way again
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For Elijah
RomanceOnce apon a time, Grace fell in love with a boy, named Elijah. Two years later and she thinks she's over him, but her heart tells her otherwise. And the only one who knows it is her journal.i
