This Girl Isn't Right

Where do I Belong

Where do I belong? I honestly don't know and
probably never will. I come from a little place where the grass never grows green and the sun never shines. The people here aren't that friendly either and I really don't have any friends. I'm what doctors would call depressed and normal people would call a freak. Truly I'm just trying to find where I belong in this crazy mixed up life. My family hates me and I guess I deserve it. I'm a monster a horrible person who shouldn't even be on this planet. You see my mother died when I was five years old going on six I had a difficult childhood. My mom raised me I don't know who my dad is only that he's never been in the picture. I guess you could say I've had a pretty messed life. I lived with my grandparents until I was fourteen because I guess I became too much for them to handle. I was put in an adoption center a couple days after my fourteenth birthday. They told me to never contact them because I was a disgrace to the family and they hated me. The truth is I hate myself I have since my mom died. I felt like I had killed her and it was my fault she was dead no one ever told me any different. I've grown used to people hating me. My "parents" I live with now treat me like a slave. When I don't do things right I get beat. I go through so much verbal, physical, and emotional abuse and I just want to end it. I'm just a person hiding who I am from the world. My name is Skyler Parker and I'm sixteen and well this is the story of how I hopefully find my purpose and meaning in life
Hi I'm the author of this and I'm kinda still new at this so bare with me please. I'm sorry that this story will be a mess I will have grammatical errors as I'm only 13 so sorry for that but other than that I hope you enjoy this and my other works that are in the making I have a chapter published for a book that I'm writing with my friend but other than that I hope  you enjoy 😊😊😊~ Jay C Ace💀 peace for now