I know it's been a while right it's been more then a second.
Everyday I get to see it's a blessing it's a lot that's been going on I been down and didn't know how to Carrie own I got less then a year I'm grown when I was down I looked up to the sky and said to the top Ima fly one day I gotta go and I know it's coming soon like a flower I bloom I'm trying to stay up like a balloon I was never bless with a silver spoon all I had was a ball in my right hand my mamma did her best to teach me how to be a man she was there for the things I ain't understand nobody stayed by me like a left hand i know I'm a afraid to fail but I still gotta take a chance so I gotta live my tropical I gotta survive through every obstacle my heart was cold like a popsicle what god pulled me through was a miracle cause 7months ago I felt like my life would never be beautiful I felt like I was useful I stay to myself I do my best to be peaceful it's been a lil minute it's still things I'm wishing finally the perfect girl god sent to me so no more fishin my child hood I never got the chance to live it so I miss it I thank god im still living back then I use to feel like a villain but bout my mama I'll fight or go on killings people quick to say you be in your feelings i know this what's gone get me millions I made a lot of mistakes but I can't take back the cards I was dealing ion like school but Ima do my best to finish grandma told me slow down cause you moving to fast like sonic my mama and my family and my
Girl to me they most important i know I'm way pass perfect but I promise Ima do by my best and let god take care of the rest love is worth more then sex I can't lie i know they miss me I'm talking about my ex people change like Chex that football in my arms I use to catch i want green like Sherike
By Ty'Rese Loavar Decosey
