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      I'm in the cab feeling  anxious I crack the window so I can breath a little . While I'm sitting there with my palms sweaty and I have this tingly sensation in my toes . I'm thinking  maybe he was drunk driving got into a car accident or something . I closed my eye and said a prayer I kept saying to my self

" Please let him be good "

      Then I began to think the worst I felt as if I was going to puke so I stuck my head out the window the whole ride .  I got to the hospital and  and I seen a few of my uncles and family friends there . Standing in the hospital parking lot I got out the cab and walked up to my uncle  He gave me a tight tight hug that gave me chills in my body .

  " what happened ?  " I asked him
" your father had gotten into it with  Amber and she was pissy drunk she ran into the kitchen and grabbed a kitchen knife and stabbed him 2 times once in his shoulder and the last one hit his heart and he didn't make it " 

       The feeling I got is unbearable it's like this feeling where you want to kick, scream and just  ball up like a baby . my knees felt weak and I had to pee So bad the tears still didn't come yet  it didn't feel real I don't believe it no no noooo  I kept telling myself  "he's ok  " .