never understand

daddy (men) issues

He's slamming doors again
This isn't how I pictured most my nights to end
But yet here we are
again

I locked myself in my room
That's all I'm good at, I presume
It's all I know how to do
It's all I can against you

And I only have a few more years
Until my sister gets out of here
And then I'm left 
To fend for myself

But why,
Why bring two little girls into life 
Only to make them wish they would die
And you watch

As the light fades from the little ones eyes

I've got these Daddy issues

Though I don't want me to
I can't keep thinking of you
Yet you're in my rearview

And I can't look in a man's eyes
Without thinking about that time
I just want to sleep at night

Without reminders of you...

You, you don't think you're in the wrong
That you're "doing what good would want"

And that you're helping me along

No, I, I don't know why

Little girls don't turn out

How their fathers wanted

But how could I know?

I NEVER SAW HIM